the snow need to go away!

[nikkibaby13104]

okay for the past week we have gotten enough snow that could last me the rest of my life!! it snowed saturday nite and all sunday... and then it snowed wednesday and now they are saying we are suppose to get another snow storm!!! im seiously getting sick of the snow!!.. i want it to go away! this past month ive already have had 3 snowdays.. and

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In My Daughters Eyes

[anonymous]

I know that this has been so rough on you, Seeing me come out a mess and going back in.. But listen to this song everyday and Know that I couldn't have written this any better to express how I feel about you and how so very much I love you, and How I do all of this so I can be here with you and watch you grow into the beautiful young woman you are growing into.. The hospital is getting fewer and fewer except for this one which they tortured me.. But my goal is to someday not to have to go at all.. Nikki, You mean the world to me and in my daughters eyes I do see the person I want to be.. And like the song YOU make it easier for me to hold on when things seem so bad because I love you with everything that I am. And like the person said in the last comments don't worry about the family I'm sure some of them are worried too they just can't face whats happened and can't deal with the guilt.. And for that special best friend in my life I know this is especially hard for her because I'm not here for her, I understand how this hurts her but I love her and know it will all be ok.. I also know that it is doubly hard for you don't think I don't know that because I do. Just know that you are actually learning to NEVER GIVE UP no matter how much it hurts and that Someday hopefully you will have a mother who is whole and somewhat healed.. So just remember my precious Nichole, IN MY DAUGHTERS EYES!!