Hello there
alot has happend in the past 2 weeks.. Kara was mad at me and she said some really mean things to me... but she did say she was sorry and we will work things out.. i mean i kno im not gunna take her back like that... but i cant juss push away a friend like that. i believe in giving people second chances... i juss hope she doesnt do what she did to me again. Me and my friend Katie have been getting really close, she really is a fun gurl to hang out with! Last night me, katie, helder, and paul went to go see the grudge.. me and katie were scared shitless! and well the guyss.. they didnt like it... helder fell asleep ( lol thats my baby) paul.. well i dont kno what paul was doing.. but anyways, Katie and me where flipping out.. that was a really scary movie.. but guess what i didnt have a scary dream! GoOoOoO ME!!!! Tonight im goin out with my dad and helder....... and then i think i might go out with everyone else.... hmmmm im not really sure.. lol..
I really miss shannon i havent talk to her for like ever.. and like she was suppose to hang out with me last friday, but she never called me back.. i duno whats up with that. i feel like we arent best friends anymore and once again i lose a best friend.. sucks how u lose friends so fast? its like sometimes they dont even care.. hmmmmmmm... i wish i knew what to do.... i do miss her alot.. i havent seen her for like ever.. o well..
Semi is in 2 weeks! i hope i look soo pretty! i will be so upset if things come out bad.. i kinda wish helder was goin with me...but he doesnt want to go and i already invited my friend vanna.. the only thing is that everyone is going with someone they love and the person i love i get to see afterwards.. i guess thats good enough....i felt kinda bad yesterday, becuz i made him come to the game with me and like he saw this gurl that is obsessed with him and like i guess she was looking at him. i feel bad now becuz i kno he didnt want to go but i want him to go becuz i wanted people to see us together.. is that a bad thing? i juss feel like i was annoying him last night and i really didnt mean too.. to tell ya the truth im scared to lose him. the last time i had these feelings for someone i got my heart broken.. i really dont want that to happen again.. i dont think i could deal with another one of those things. i guess you juss have to take a chance with love.. and i am.. so all i hope for is that i dont get hurt..
Hi andrew!!! lol ur soo beautiful! ( he made me say tha) lol
well i guess everything else is getting better. i need to take a shower and get ready for tonite! love you all!!
I really miss shannon i havent talk to her for like ever.. and like she was suppose to hang out with me last friday, but she never called me back.. i duno whats up with that. i feel like we arent best friends anymore and once again i lose a best friend.. sucks how u lose friends so fast? its like sometimes they dont even care.. hmmmmmmm... i wish i knew what to do.... i do miss her alot.. i havent seen her for like ever.. o well..
Semi is in 2 weeks! i hope i look soo pretty! i will be so upset if things come out bad.. i kinda wish helder was goin with me...but he doesnt want to go and i already invited my friend vanna.. the only thing is that everyone is going with someone they love and the person i love i get to see afterwards.. i guess thats good enough....i felt kinda bad yesterday, becuz i made him come to the game with me and like he saw this gurl that is obsessed with him and like i guess she was looking at him. i feel bad now becuz i kno he didnt want to go but i want him to go becuz i wanted people to see us together.. is that a bad thing? i juss feel like i was annoying him last night and i really didnt mean too.. to tell ya the truth im scared to lose him. the last time i had these feelings for someone i got my heart broken.. i really dont want that to happen again.. i dont think i could deal with another one of those things. i guess you juss have to take a chance with love.. and i am.. so all i hope for is that i dont get hurt..
Hi andrew!!! lol ur soo beautiful! ( he made me say tha) lol
well i guess everything else is getting better. i need to take a shower and get ready for tonite! love you all!!