my motives
i miss her. she was suppose to be back right now. but she isnt.
ive realized that i cant sit here and beg her to come back everyday. she'll come back when she wants. she has other plans there. i hate baltimore right now.
but if im not asking her to come back and telling her i miss her all the time it seems like i dont care. and that im being to serious. but i really do care i just cant think it about it so much because thinking about how far away she is just hurts.
we all know i dont like to get my hopes up.
i didnt get my hopes up at first and we are together now. im not going to get my hopes up this time and maybe there will be a good outcome like last time.
i dont know.
no one ever understands my motives.
ive realized that i cant sit here and beg her to come back everyday. she'll come back when she wants. she has other plans there. i hate baltimore right now.
but if im not asking her to come back and telling her i miss her all the time it seems like i dont care. and that im being to serious. but i really do care i just cant think it about it so much because thinking about how far away she is just hurts.
we all know i dont like to get my hopes up.
i didnt get my hopes up at first and we are together now. im not going to get my hopes up this time and maybe there will be a good outcome like last time.
i dont know.
no one ever understands my motives.