Hello Live Journal world
I signed up with Live Journal a few weeks ago because, Ben and I were bored.
But Im thinking now I may make something of it, actually post somethings, so here goes.
My feelings at this moment... Im so not in touch with who I am, Ive been medicated over the last few months, and the side effects have been unpleasant, so Ive been medication jumping to find something that works, but in the mean time Ive fogotten what Im normally meant to be like, so I think, even after all these trials, to stop the medication.
The downside of this I am prone to severe panic attacks...
I go through waves of having these and I hadnt had them in years until recently. Does anyone know where I could start my journey or have any other ideas for reducing the severity of these. Im such a happy person and medication dulls that, gives me horrible vivid dreams and i have gained quite a bit of weight. Where do panic attacks come from, Why do I get them?
My anti depressants are making me depressed.
On a lighter note, I was accepted into Uni... YAY.
But on the day of enrolment I was totslly really sick with LABRYNTHITIS... cool huh, anyway its a virus that affects the middle ear so my centre of gravity and balance were out, it was horrible and sickning.
I rang the uni to see if I could enrol at a later date and they said 'yes' but It incurred a 250 dollar penalty fee..... what!!!!!!
So I had to ring rich to drive to mine take charly to school and drive me to St Albans. He spent the day holding me up, driving me around and taking my "Im sick, so Im going to be a bratty cow" attitude...
hes an angel :)
Thanks rich
anyway I'm now officially a Uni student!!!!...
woo hoo
:)
But Im thinking now I may make something of it, actually post somethings, so here goes.
My feelings at this moment... Im so not in touch with who I am, Ive been medicated over the last few months, and the side effects have been unpleasant, so Ive been medication jumping to find something that works, but in the mean time Ive fogotten what Im normally meant to be like, so I think, even after all these trials, to stop the medication.
The downside of this I am prone to severe panic attacks...
I go through waves of having these and I hadnt had them in years until recently. Does anyone know where I could start my journey or have any other ideas for reducing the severity of these. Im such a happy person and medication dulls that, gives me horrible vivid dreams and i have gained quite a bit of weight. Where do panic attacks come from, Why do I get them?
My anti depressants are making me depressed.
On a lighter note, I was accepted into Uni... YAY.
But on the day of enrolment I was totslly really sick with LABRYNTHITIS... cool huh, anyway its a virus that affects the middle ear so my centre of gravity and balance were out, it was horrible and sickning.
I rang the uni to see if I could enrol at a later date and they said 'yes' but It incurred a 250 dollar penalty fee..... what!!!!!!
So I had to ring rich to drive to mine take charly to school and drive me to St Albans. He spent the day holding me up, driving me around and taking my "Im sick, so Im going to be a bratty cow" attitude...
hes an angel :)
Thanks rich
anyway I'm now officially a Uni student!!!!...
woo hoo
:)