I was looking forward to using live journal and blogging as a way of documenting stuff and things.
But really, Ive never been one to document my thoughts through writing or typing for myself, let alone sharing it with others. So i asked myself why I have an account.
First and foremost I was out of the DMF loop sometimes and through conversation, I was told to Live journal to get in. So here I find myself, checking and reading a couple of times a week.
Its agreat way to relieve bordom :) and I do aquire information on events that are coming up that i would'nt known of otherwise.
Past this. I feel stupid having a blog and not writing in it.
I am going to try real hard from here on in, because others feel it is beneficial to their brains, and some others actually have important/ entertaining things to say.
If i was to give this a go i have to try and round up friends to join live journal.. As much as DMF are squishy and fill the lonely hole in my heart ... I have a lot of friends that i would like to share this information with .... I dont know... if anything, its 15 mins of entertainment on the web and i do thoroughly enjoy reading some of your guys blogs :) thank you.
hang on... brain something... if i blog everything... and you blog everything, what do we talk about when we meet?
Ok a wrap up of my old post... Anxiety issue....
My medication i was on previously, was every shade of wrong for me...
I was put on an anti deppressant to help with long term anxiety issues.
and for the first time in ages i was anxiety free, but the cost of that was depression, bad sleep, bad dreams, low energy, no sex drive and oh horrible weight gain.... oh the pleasantries.... and nikki was gone.... i couldnt find her :(
Oh and if i ever forgot to take them, severe vertigo and dissiness, nausea... bed ridden...
cannot blink without feeling ive fallen of the planet.
it was horrible, so around a week before rainbow, i decided to ween myself from the medication
although it made for a fairly meh rainbow experience.
Based on the effects of maissing medication i decided to ween really slowly, in the form of tipping granules from my capsules, now after what seems like forever I am medication free...
Im back I can feel everything, ecspecially happines, it is soo good.
Anxiety luking and has come out a few times. but at the moment i dont care, its great to feel the axiety again almost...
So im in a happy place right now, and will follow the natutral path from here on in....
Good riddance to you medication....
so smiley..
Ok afew things quickly to discuss:
Went to spiral on the weekend, was good until it rained so came back early and oh god it rained... was soo good until 4pm sunday
I will start school in a week, cant wait my brain needs information,i dropped community development for psychology, have not looked back since i made that decision :) i didnt get the class allocations i want so it seems ill be going really hard with school and work..
I got 100 credit points so im hoping with no major i can finish in 2 years..
only to study further i suppose.
Ok also, Charly and I are participating in the Worlds greatest shave, in a few weeks. I wont be shaving, i have done it before. I will colour, i know this may not be much of a challenge for me but I am going to make it out of my comfort zone when all my hair is firey orange. Charly is going to partially shave and colour, depending on what she feels like on the day.
Id love it if you could sponser us. We are both under the same account through the world greates shave... any donations will be really appreciated.
http://my.imisfriendraising.com.au/personalPage.aspx?registrationID=315266&langPref=en-CA wow that was time consuming...
hugs for everyone i hope you all had special weekends :)