Sep 07, 2005 22:21
well well well where to begin? started school and lemmie tell ya it is definatly keeping me busy, so busy that i don't have time to chill wit ne one ne more except maybe after work on the weekends. i miss my summer b/c julie was here and we went to the clubs and had some fun and i miss doing that. my whole life now is wake up go to school, go to work, come home and study/ do hw and then go to bed. fun shit!!! of course i am still out wit kerri every week or i try every week b/c she is my sister and if i don't chill wit her i go on kerri withdrawls! LOL! like now julie moved and i still have kerri but she keeps talkin bout how at the end of the school year she is moving and i get so sad b/c first julie and then her i don't kno wut i am goin to do when she leaves me! that is going to hurt so bad, it was bad enough when julie left but me and kerri r closer then me and julie were and that is goin to kill me!! i dunno at least i still have like 5 months b4 she leaves i can spend my free time wit her. i guess joe moved down to florida for work and he says he is comin back but i doubt it. i think bill is tryin to avoid me or something, i dunno he neva talks to me at work ne more and neva wants to chill and play pool or something like me, him, and sleezy used to do, but hey its wuteva. i think justin is tryin to get back together wit me which is really cute and sweet but i really don't have time for ne of that right now my life is so slammed wit school and work that i barely get to see my friends. i already tried having a bf and going to school and work and that was a diaster big time. derek won't talk to me ne more b/c i don't jump when he is free and i am busy, but when i am free he is always busy so ya that is jus bullshit if u ask me it should b convienent for both ppl not jus one. and lemmie see who else isn't talkin to me since i started school and have no time to hang out wit them even though i gave them a fair warnin b4 i started, oh yes joel and chris don't talk to me ne more b/c i don't have time to chill when they want me to. there r some that still talk to me and want to hang out and i feel bad b/c i am so busy and can't but ne one that wants to chill heres wut u have to do, call me to see wut days i have free and then book that day in advance. hahaha! LOL! JK! that is about wut u have to do though. lol! but ya i think i m done complainin for the day so i am going to go to bed and if ne one wants to chill give be a call and i will try to work something out like schedule a day in advance sorta thing! lol! aight going to bed night!!!