Jun 04, 2005 11:02
I guess i'll do a quick update even though I doubt anyone reads this...
At this point in my life I feel like everything is a dream - I mean I am FINALLLLLY going to move to California, I've been planning this and wanting this for as long as I can remember.. and I finally met a boy worth my time ;) hehe and worth bringing home. He's from Cali and he's just perfect, everything about him, even his faults I seem to not mind. Plus we just seem to click. He's actually going to fly out here for a week at the end of June and then drive back to SD with Bethany and I.
Bethany... my best friend since I was 9... wow. that's a longggg time, we've been through a lot of shit and I think that we will always be in each others lifes. Right now she's at AIT training for the Army National Gaurd and she's been gone since late Jan, I miss her :( It's hard without her. She's the ONLY one of my friends who I can say " be ready in 30 min I'm comming to pick you up, I have no idea where we are going or when we will be back" and she will say okay I'll go get ready. and then we will just leave, have no destination, but we'd always end up somewhere fun :) She's my crazy omega buddy, the one who will laugh at my cheesy jokes and tell me when i'm acting like an idiot. the only one who truly understands me out here... and it's been 5 months since I've seen her :( It's been hard. when she comes back we wil;l haev that trip, which will be AMAZINGGGG and then she'll stay in Cali with me for maybe a week, we'll cause trouble out there ;) and then I think she's going to Washington to see her BF, but then it's back to the east coast for her :( she thought that I was only going out there for the summer, and then I'd come back and we'd get an apartment together, but I'm not, and it does make me sad that 'm not going to get to live with her (atleast right now) but in one year she can put in for a change of base and she might put San Diego down as where she wants to go, so if she doesss... then we BOTH can live out there together and that would make me happy :) It's hard to have best friends on the west coast and on the east coast. But one thing I know right now, is that I am sooo glad that I met Danny, he is what I am looking forward to most about San Diego. and it's not even like we are bf/gf right now, we're just prettty close friends, but he's great and I can't wait until june 28th when I go pick up Bethany from the airport and thennnn a few hours later go pick DANNNNNNY up from the airport :) only 3 weeks from tuesdayyyy :) It's so clsoe. I really need to start packing my stuff I want to send out there. pretty much nothinggg is going to fit in my car, especailly now since danny's comming ,but its oka.y I just need my comp, printer, and Tv in the trunk and everything else i will ship. it'll be a little tight, but we'll manage ;)
the other day i took my nephew to the red sox game and i've decided that I reallllllly love boston, and I miss it. i wonder what my life would be like right now if i was still in that school. technicially i am still enrolled, just not like taking classes, which is good in a way because if i do decide to come back (which i doubt, but u never know) then I could always go back to suffolk. in all likelyhood, i doubt that i will come back, and i doubt that if i do then i'll go to suffolk, but it's still an option, and we like those lol.
okay well time to go.. going to my brothers for a little bit and then heading down to my cousins house for a cookout and i havent seen them in foreverrrr and i'm so excied :) you probably wont get another update until i go to cali but hope this will do. ;)
.nicole.