busy

Feb 10, 2008 19:52

I wish i was trendy. I try. But I'm just not. DAMNIT. i can't wait to get a real job so i can buy GREAT shoes.

I'm officially a girl. Damnit. When/How did this happen?

Whatever. Since forever i always say i don't care how i look in public and i wear PJ's...and i really thought i didn't. But I've realized how much better i feel when i like...shower...before class hahaha. Maybe I'm just growing up.

I had an epiphany the other day. I was walking by the softball field, it was a gorgeous FL day out and i got a rush of memories of just diving in the dirt, always feeling in shape, and just the love of the game. I attempted to rest my jealousy with a solid thought of "I can just play on a travel team this summer" then it dawned on me, I'M TOO OLD. That thought has never crossed my mind before, in regards to anything.

One millions things to do. Au Revoir.
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