summer is different
my computer is broken.
totally irrelevant, just annoying.
i really dislike my job this summer, it's not as fun or motivating as a I would have hoped. It stinks that it's going to be a majority of my summer...but it's just a job i guess.
last weekend i had to call in special ops (katiri) to save me from awkward drunkiness from my own best friends' party. I hate that i even let myself feel awkward, Tony even said (and i quote) "shut up, you live here, you run this shit." But maybe I just can't handle people really not liking me, and me knowing about it. Even when its justified.
I think I just needed a wingman that night, and mine didn't arrive until i had already chosen Bud Light to be my temporary sidekick. baddd choice nikki.
I never thought I'd hear myself saying this, but I would kind of just rather go back to school. I'm over home...already. It could be because of my job, or my extremely full house, but i was thinking today when making myself an ice cream cone...that I'm a MUCH different person at school. I'm kind of more of a...bitch. I can be in awkward situations, and not feel awkward because I don't care as much who likes me, plus the fact that I'm really comfortable with the person I've become, makes me more confident.
nikki crazy.
totally irrelevant, just annoying.
i really dislike my job this summer, it's not as fun or motivating as a I would have hoped. It stinks that it's going to be a majority of my summer...but it's just a job i guess.
last weekend i had to call in special ops (katiri) to save me from awkward drunkiness from my own best friends' party. I hate that i even let myself feel awkward, Tony even said (and i quote) "shut up, you live here, you run this shit." But maybe I just can't handle people really not liking me, and me knowing about it. Even when its justified.
I think I just needed a wingman that night, and mine didn't arrive until i had already chosen Bud Light to be my temporary sidekick. baddd choice nikki.
I never thought I'd hear myself saying this, but I would kind of just rather go back to school. I'm over home...already. It could be because of my job, or my extremely full house, but i was thinking today when making myself an ice cream cone...that I'm a MUCH different person at school. I'm kind of more of a...bitch. I can be in awkward situations, and not feel awkward because I don't care as much who likes me, plus the fact that I'm really comfortable with the person I've become, makes me more confident.
nikki crazy.