Long Time...
Let's see...
I have been grounded for two weeks. But after reading through some of my friend's entries, everyone seems to be getting grounded lately. Haha. So I guess I haven't missed out on much.
So Tom and I are going back out again. Tuesday will be a month. That's cool. ((Katie: "Two boyfriends in one year...last time that happened you had to bribe them to date me." lol))
So last Thursday though, this makes me very happy, Kate drove me home from Mindworks. We chatted and I really liked that. I miss you bunches. We said we should hang out sometime which I would like to do, so we'll see.
Friday, I was talking to Amanda and she told me that Matt, my ex and her and Kate's cousin, is coming home for 4 days then returning to Iraq. Needless to say, I broke down in lunch crying. Its a confusing situation but I'll try to explain it. I date Tom but I love Matt. I know I shouldn't and that I should get over him, but you can't just get over someone you love. Him returning to war, that scares me. Last time he was there he was "Kate's cousin the one I wrote a letter to" now he is "Matt, Kate's cousin, the one that I love." (( That is why I had a breakdown in lunch Manda. Sorry I would have told you but you and Kate have more of a reason to be upset by this than me and I didn't want to burden you with that.)) But, if Kate or Manda if you could ((if its ok Kate)) I would like to see Matt. That's if he's willing to see me also.
Today I worked. Then went tomy cousin's baby shower. Who has a baby shower and invites 124 people? Seriously. Well my cousin did. But she fell down her stairs this morning and sprained her ankle along with doing something to her heal bone..ouch...and has to wait until 3 months after the baby is born to do anything. ANd she isn't due until July. OUch.
Well you know the digits. ((990-9620)) I miss everyone!!!!!!!!! Call em.
-love always