Hello World~
I haven't posted in awhile since i felt like i had nothing exciting to post but i've had a few revelations:
1. i've grown out of my more emo depressing taste in music for some more upbeat music but its still alternative rock except that it doesnt really make me sad but gives me energy. i still go like some of the angry stuff just cuz its a good thing to sing along when i want to vent and is upbeat in a weird way.
2. crocheting it much more strenuous than i that esp since i dont hold needle correctly (the correct way feels weird to me). me crocheting is like when i play the guitar i do it awkwardly but it comes out decent even though it ruins my nails and puts strain on my knuckles. i have brand new respect for kims crocheting abilities even though ive always been amazed by them. i actually enjoy it, its a good time waster.
3. i need to control my imagination. the reason why i cant write things half the time is cuz i keep coming up with more ideas in a story which it just makes it so complicated that things start to contradict. i have this story(not fan fiction) that ive been wanted to write but i keep either procrastinating or by trying to figure out the explanation for everything it just gets too complicated. i need to keep things simple.
-side note: i think im going to work on some david and jonathan short stories but i may keep them in screenplay format since for lazy people like me its easier to write and its supposed to be a movie anyways to i guess it keeps it to the feel of the original screenplay that had more scenes about their life.
4. as much as i love reading crack i kinda just hate when people go too far i mean "belly button rape", wtf? i know that the things i right are slightly druggie but it does go so far. i did enjoy a fic about denmark and prussia being ghost busters but then it just way too out of control.
5. i'm getting tired of the kink meme. im not finding good fills cuz they are either fluff, rape or bad. it just seems like a request page of anything unlike the older parts where people asked for actual kinks.
6. i love the hetalia dub more than original anime. reason being that the original was bad so these dubs are just toooooooooo funny! i really do like the america dub its just perfect for him. hetalia anime is just so perfect to have other audios go with it.
7. i wanna go back to school already! as much as i hate going to class, im tire of sitting at home not being productive esp since everyone else has started school. id rather be at my dorm doing nothing cuz id be away from my family and i can always get julia to come and go nothing with me. the downside is my roommate but hopefully well be able to figure something out.
8. most of the problems in my relationship are caused by me. i start all of the stupid fights cuz of my stupidity and stubbornness. i need to stop making it seem like things are joes fault when its outside of his control or if its just all my fault and i should know better than to say certain things to him, but im dumb.
my goals for 2011: write more fan fics as a way to improve story writing, work on original story, work on david on jonathan, make something that resembles a corset, improve nerf gun customizing skills, practice guitar (4 cords!), draw and color more, learn how to decorate cakes, be a better girlfriend, keep up my grades, and hopefully not kill my roommate.
1. i've grown out of my more emo depressing taste in music for some more upbeat music but its still alternative rock except that it doesnt really make me sad but gives me energy. i still go like some of the angry stuff just cuz its a good thing to sing along when i want to vent and is upbeat in a weird way.
2. crocheting it much more strenuous than i that esp since i dont hold needle correctly (the correct way feels weird to me). me crocheting is like when i play the guitar i do it awkwardly but it comes out decent even though it ruins my nails and puts strain on my knuckles. i have brand new respect for kims crocheting abilities even though ive always been amazed by them. i actually enjoy it, its a good time waster.
3. i need to control my imagination. the reason why i cant write things half the time is cuz i keep coming up with more ideas in a story which it just makes it so complicated that things start to contradict. i have this story(not fan fiction) that ive been wanted to write but i keep either procrastinating or by trying to figure out the explanation for everything it just gets too complicated. i need to keep things simple.
-side note: i think im going to work on some david and jonathan short stories but i may keep them in screenplay format since for lazy people like me its easier to write and its supposed to be a movie anyways to i guess it keeps it to the feel of the original screenplay that had more scenes about their life.
4. as much as i love reading crack i kinda just hate when people go too far i mean "belly button rape", wtf? i know that the things i right are slightly druggie but it does go so far. i did enjoy a fic about denmark and prussia being ghost busters but then it just way too out of control.
5. i'm getting tired of the kink meme. im not finding good fills cuz they are either fluff, rape or bad. it just seems like a request page of anything unlike the older parts where people asked for actual kinks.
6. i love the hetalia dub more than original anime. reason being that the original was bad so these dubs are just toooooooooo funny! i really do like the america dub its just perfect for him. hetalia anime is just so perfect to have other audios go with it.
7. i wanna go back to school already! as much as i hate going to class, im tire of sitting at home not being productive esp since everyone else has started school. id rather be at my dorm doing nothing cuz id be away from my family and i can always get julia to come and go nothing with me. the downside is my roommate but hopefully well be able to figure something out.
8. most of the problems in my relationship are caused by me. i start all of the stupid fights cuz of my stupidity and stubbornness. i need to stop making it seem like things are joes fault when its outside of his control or if its just all my fault and i should know better than to say certain things to him, but im dumb.
my goals for 2011: write more fan fics as a way to improve story writing, work on original story, work on david on jonathan, make something that resembles a corset, improve nerf gun customizing skills, practice guitar (4 cords!), draw and color more, learn how to decorate cakes, be a better girlfriend, keep up my grades, and hopefully not kill my roommate.