hard to believe...
amazing how i decide not to smoke weed i lose practically all my friends...apparently i guess i was considered a pot head when i hung out with the so called clique. now its like i betrayed them and they dont see me as a friend anymore. yah sure i'll be like hey whats up at parties or wherever i see them and then later on the night its like we dont even talk or play beer pong together. its fucking bullshit. especially the ones that lie and say oh im done playing or oh im driving home later. then next thing i know i see the same person i just asked to play is on the table playing. so fuck that. i have no regret or any pity for my old friends. yah i said it. old friends. because thats how long its been since i havent smoked weed. the temptation has always been there especially when i drink but i have held strong and said no or just avoided it. but no, i still cant be friends with the people i hung out with. before we never did that stuff. then slowly we all did it. and i was basically the only one who said no and they just boot me out of the group. well you know what? FUCK ALL OF YOU. im slightly buzzed but i wouldnt give a shit if i was sober. i hope you piss away all your money for weed and fucking live on the streets. and i'll be walking down the same street and see your pathetic change cup and spit in it. thats how disrespected i feel right now. i know i've lost any chance of regaining any friendship with who i used to hang out with because i choose not to smoke weed and they dont even bother asking me anymore. thats how strong i've been. thats how i've been better then them. end of fucking story