Hey, I know how you feel. Well, maybe not EXACTLY how you feel, but close. I too have major self image problems and I let them get in the way of things I could or should be doing. Sometimes I'm late for work or late for classes JUST because I keep changing my clothes because I feel fat or because I spend almost an hour putting on more and more make-up because I feel gross or ugly. It's sad when we spend more time thinking about how disappointed we are in ourselves than we spend time thinking about the things that make us happiest. Don't ever feel like God is disappointed in you though, because more than anyone, God knows how crappy the world is and how easy it is to get lost. God will ALWAYS listen and will never judge you no matter how far you think you've let yourself go. It's somewhat comforting to think that while we are back here freaking out because we've gained weight or mixed up our priorities, it's God who will NEVER forget to take care of us or take care of the people we love who are far, far away.
I know I keep saying we should get together, but we should soon. I'm on break and I work crazy nights (and am sick now) but I'll call you as soon as I have a day off and see what you're doing. I miss and love you, dude.
I know I keep saying we should get together, but we should soon. I'm on break and I work crazy nights (and am sick now) but I'll call you as soon as I have a day off and see what you're doing. I miss and love you, dude.
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