May 25, 2006 09:49
ok so i am suppose to go work out but these allergys are kicking my ass. and i think i swollowed way too much flem durring the night because the slightest thing and i am ready to puke. so i cant work out like this.
i think i will venture to walmart and get the cable cord i have been asking my Pa for since we hooked all the shit up. ummm MONDAY. not going to complain though but its about damn time he got it going. lol. i had an exelent talk with jake the other morning ahem 430 am. a bit rough. lol. no actualy strangest thing i knew he was going to call so i was already awake. the phone wasnt echoy and delayed so we didnt waste time with what, no wait i didnt hear you, you mumbling. oh those times are fun too but you dont really get to TALK. i found out that my time in alabamY is going to be infact longer than i thought. like 2 years or more. not so fun. actualy i dont care, its fun going to new places but alabamy is just so damn HOT i might build a bubble of AC it will be sweet. but i am only a bit saddened be after the alabam schooling i was planning on getting a house. and its seriously the only thing that fills my mind. i am that person who is motherly and i get excited about wife, mother, house shit. so thats put on a bit more of a hold. a long with my baby making. i think. i still havent decided. seeing how i want 4 i wanted to get it going. buuuut who knows.
you ever wait so long to take a shit its about falling out your butt? yeah i just did that and had to run to the toilet. i think taking a shit is my fav bathroom activity.
but back to what i was thinking about. what constitutes and being a "best" friend. are they really best friends if you cant tell them things and suddenly shit hits the fan? i was thinking about how peoples bestfriends that are girls suddenly become on the back burner on simmer. when they have a boyfriend, which i think is normal. i guess. i was thinking of when jake became my best friend. or how. i think it was because he knew everything. and understood me. i dont know. and then theres my aunt tonya. she truly is my bestfriend. and carla too. althouh i dont get to spend as much time with carla as i want to, but she and i went through so much together. i guess i dont know where i am going with this. only to be thinking of best friends.
well hopfuly everyone is doing grand. love y'all