"G is for Jesus."
One thing I can't deny, that everytime I hang out with Ryan, it's certainly an adventure. Even though it's hard to be friends with him sometimes, it's totally worth it. He's definately the only Ryan "Jesus" Jackson I'll ever meet, and I'm so grateful for that. Personally, I just value that idea of holding on to people who you could really grow to trust. And I know I can trust him as a friend. And it means a lot to me considering the world we live in is full of fakes and liars, and considering I'll probably end up dating a handful of them. I really hope we can continue to be friends, because I think he likes it even more than I do, and I know he's going to be there for me if I ever need him. Only I probably never will because I've got other amazing friends, for example, everyone who is going to end up reading this, haha. But as far as all the stuff we've been through, I really hope this is the end.. the happy ending and the right one .. as friends. I think that's the way it ought to end, because friendship is something we could both use right now. It's something that he cherishes and it's something that means a whole lot to me. Maybe there is such a thing as happy endings, after all. We'll have to wait and see..
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