Insert huge sigh here...
So, I quit my job.
I quit it about three weeks ago and I'm currently looking for other employment. I need employment fast as I am taking over the bills in my parents' household pretty soon. Like today in fact. My parents do not realize I quit my job. They are under a lot of stress at the moment. Stress brings on my mom's seizures, so I'm doing my best to keep things on DL. For now.
At least until I find another job.
I just couldn't stay at that place anymore! They were complete assholes over there. I wanted to stick it out and make things work but sometimes you can't do that. Ugh. But if anyone has any extra luck right about now...I'm willing to take donations. You can never have too much luck on one's side, right?
Terri's husband informed her that he no longer wants to be with her--but he doesn't believe in divorce. I wanted her away from this soul sucking asshole for so long because my friend deserves better, dammit. However, I wanted her to realize that on her own and stand up for herself and leave him. No. That's not what ended up happening, but she seems to be doing okay other than the random crying fit here and there. She's taking therapy to rant and talk out her emotions and I hope she's on the path to taking care of herself and being a strong role model for her baby girl. No one--male or female--should have to put up with an abusive fucker like that. I want to beat that man he pisses me off so much.
And the kicker? Almost three weeks have gone by since she left and he hasn't called after their daughter once. He doesn't even care about his own child.
Hey Leonard? Fuck You. Oh and rot in hell you rat bastard. You made my friend's life hell for almost two years. Good fucking riddance.
In other news my father and I are on the outs. I am so furious at him leaving to go back home to Trinidad it's not even funny. I feel like he's abandoning his family here. Especially his wife. My mom doesn't want to go so she's staying here and going to live with me. I am a grown woman, but I feel like...betrayed or something. I sort of feel like he's tired of us and doesn't want to be near us anymore. I don't understand that. I just don't. And I am angry and I hate him a little. And I feel like I'll never forgive him. I'm going to be struggling to pay a house mortgage and other bills. On the salary I currently don't have. Which means I'm going to have to sacrifice a lot of my own free time and wants and needs to make sure the bills are paid first. Which means I won't have extra money for anything for a while--especially a plane ticket to Trinidad.
Which means I won't see my dad. After he leaves...I probably won't see him again for a long, long time.
It's depressing me. I'm an only child. I'm quite attached to and get along well with my parents. I like having them near. I sort of feel like I'm tailspinning here.
Gah. Different topic.
Recently went to see the Family Values Tour with Korn on August 18th. Was so good. Went with peaches_26 and cluelessgrrl. We had a great time except for the assholes in front of us who were begging for me to shove my entire leg up their asses. They were the type of people who went out of their way to be obnoxious and rude. I don't understand paying your hard earned money to go to a concert and basically spend the day either 1) not watching the concert and 2) causing people behind you to not watch the concert b/c you are: waving shirts in their faces, flicking cigarette ashes on their clothes, almost hitting them in the face with your arms etc.
Jonathan fucking Davis from Korn was onstage and they were causing me and my friends to miss a lot of the show. That puts a person on my shit list really friggin' fast to be honest. I could have strangled those guys.
Finally they left so we could enjoy the last 30 minutes in peace.
Cannot wait for winter, ya'll. It is so hot here in Texas. Jeez.
Oh and for all of you that are back in school...good luck this year! :)
Oh and Happy Birthday Tom and Bill Kaulitz! Eighteen is supposed to be a good one. :DDDD
I quit it about three weeks ago and I'm currently looking for other employment. I need employment fast as I am taking over the bills in my parents' household pretty soon. Like today in fact. My parents do not realize I quit my job. They are under a lot of stress at the moment. Stress brings on my mom's seizures, so I'm doing my best to keep things on DL. For now.
At least until I find another job.
I just couldn't stay at that place anymore! They were complete assholes over there. I wanted to stick it out and make things work but sometimes you can't do that. Ugh. But if anyone has any extra luck right about now...I'm willing to take donations. You can never have too much luck on one's side, right?
Terri's husband informed her that he no longer wants to be with her--but he doesn't believe in divorce. I wanted her away from this soul sucking asshole for so long because my friend deserves better, dammit. However, I wanted her to realize that on her own and stand up for herself and leave him. No. That's not what ended up happening, but she seems to be doing okay other than the random crying fit here and there. She's taking therapy to rant and talk out her emotions and I hope she's on the path to taking care of herself and being a strong role model for her baby girl. No one--male or female--should have to put up with an abusive fucker like that. I want to beat that man he pisses me off so much.
And the kicker? Almost three weeks have gone by since she left and he hasn't called after their daughter once. He doesn't even care about his own child.
Hey Leonard? Fuck You. Oh and rot in hell you rat bastard. You made my friend's life hell for almost two years. Good fucking riddance.
In other news my father and I are on the outs. I am so furious at him leaving to go back home to Trinidad it's not even funny. I feel like he's abandoning his family here. Especially his wife. My mom doesn't want to go so she's staying here and going to live with me. I am a grown woman, but I feel like...betrayed or something. I sort of feel like he's tired of us and doesn't want to be near us anymore. I don't understand that. I just don't. And I am angry and I hate him a little. And I feel like I'll never forgive him. I'm going to be struggling to pay a house mortgage and other bills. On the salary I currently don't have. Which means I'm going to have to sacrifice a lot of my own free time and wants and needs to make sure the bills are paid first. Which means I won't have extra money for anything for a while--especially a plane ticket to Trinidad.
Which means I won't see my dad. After he leaves...I probably won't see him again for a long, long time.
It's depressing me. I'm an only child. I'm quite attached to and get along well with my parents. I like having them near. I sort of feel like I'm tailspinning here.
Gah. Different topic.
Recently went to see the Family Values Tour with Korn on August 18th. Was so good. Went with peaches_26 and cluelessgrrl. We had a great time except for the assholes in front of us who were begging for me to shove my entire leg up their asses. They were the type of people who went out of their way to be obnoxious and rude. I don't understand paying your hard earned money to go to a concert and basically spend the day either 1) not watching the concert and 2) causing people behind you to not watch the concert b/c you are: waving shirts in their faces, flicking cigarette ashes on their clothes, almost hitting them in the face with your arms etc.
Jonathan fucking Davis from Korn was onstage and they were causing me and my friends to miss a lot of the show. That puts a person on my shit list really friggin' fast to be honest. I could have strangled those guys.
Finally they left so we could enjoy the last 30 minutes in peace.
Cannot wait for winter, ya'll. It is so hot here in Texas. Jeez.
Oh and for all of you that are back in school...good luck this year! :)
Oh and Happy Birthday Tom and Bill Kaulitz! Eighteen is supposed to be a good one. :DDDD