Random musings because I can't sleep...
Wow. It's 3:50 in the morning and I'm still up. Why? Fucking why? I am tired. I want to rest. It's not fair.
Ugh.
I forgot to document the fact that I finished the 7th and last Harry Potter book. It was, in a word, awesome. I haven't freaked out like that in forever while reading, so I thank J.K. for making the whole series a wonderful experience. There were things I wish would have happened in the story towards the end, but you can't have everything I guess.
My cousin Asha went back to NJ this past Saturday. It was fun having her visit. We--including Terri and Tijuana went to see OoTP in 3D. It was cool but it hurt my eyes after a bit. :) Met my other cousin, Roxanne also. She, like her sister, Kelly Ann, is a complete bitch. Why do I have to speak to them again? Oh yeah, they're family. I call bullshit. Just because someone is your family doesn't mean you have to like them.
My dad tried to talk to me about me taking over the bills while he prepares to abandon his family to go back to live in Trinidad. I'm sorry. I don't think I'll ever be happy with this decision. I'm going to be struggling now to pay all these bills such as the mortgage and energy etc, and my dad is leaving his wife and only daughter to go live in a country that he hasn't been in for 30-something years? Okay, so you went back for a visit and it was fun. That doesn't mean that living there will be. I don't understand why this is more important than his family. My mom doesn't want to go back. And I'm not going there either because I am so angry with him I want to scream.
Terri has been over here by her mother's house for the past ten days waiting for her bastard of a husband to call and tell her that he loves her and wants to work things out. She swears he's a good man, yet he hasn't called her since they fought over a week ago, nor has he called to check and see how his baby daughter is doing. This makes him a good man, how? Why is she being so stupid? I understand being in love, but if love causes me to lose all sense of rationality, then I don't want any part of it.
In other news this guy, Lucas, that I used to work with is texting me. He asked me out for drinks. However he keeps telling me that he can't call me because he has no minutes. I find this all to be very weird because if you like me like you say you do, then how do you expect us to get to know each other by texting only? The only reason he has my number in the first place was because we were both talking about the upcoming KORN concert on August 18th. I think he's already not being honest with me and we're not even dating yet. So I don't think anything is going to come of that particular avenue.
I swear. I don't have time for this bullshit. I'm just going to start looking into sperm donors and/or adoption facilities. I'd rather just have my own child than try dating and shit. It's all too complicated for my tastes.
Going to lay down now. Hopefully I'll be able to get at least two hours before I have to get up for work. Ugh.
Ugh.
I forgot to document the fact that I finished the 7th and last Harry Potter book. It was, in a word, awesome. I haven't freaked out like that in forever while reading, so I thank J.K. for making the whole series a wonderful experience. There were things I wish would have happened in the story towards the end, but you can't have everything I guess.
My cousin Asha went back to NJ this past Saturday. It was fun having her visit. We--including Terri and Tijuana went to see OoTP in 3D. It was cool but it hurt my eyes after a bit. :) Met my other cousin, Roxanne also. She, like her sister, Kelly Ann, is a complete bitch. Why do I have to speak to them again? Oh yeah, they're family. I call bullshit. Just because someone is your family doesn't mean you have to like them.
My dad tried to talk to me about me taking over the bills while he prepares to abandon his family to go back to live in Trinidad. I'm sorry. I don't think I'll ever be happy with this decision. I'm going to be struggling now to pay all these bills such as the mortgage and energy etc, and my dad is leaving his wife and only daughter to go live in a country that he hasn't been in for 30-something years? Okay, so you went back for a visit and it was fun. That doesn't mean that living there will be. I don't understand why this is more important than his family. My mom doesn't want to go back. And I'm not going there either because I am so angry with him I want to scream.
Terri has been over here by her mother's house for the past ten days waiting for her bastard of a husband to call and tell her that he loves her and wants to work things out. She swears he's a good man, yet he hasn't called her since they fought over a week ago, nor has he called to check and see how his baby daughter is doing. This makes him a good man, how? Why is she being so stupid? I understand being in love, but if love causes me to lose all sense of rationality, then I don't want any part of it.
In other news this guy, Lucas, that I used to work with is texting me. He asked me out for drinks. However he keeps telling me that he can't call me because he has no minutes. I find this all to be very weird because if you like me like you say you do, then how do you expect us to get to know each other by texting only? The only reason he has my number in the first place was because we were both talking about the upcoming KORN concert on August 18th. I think he's already not being honest with me and we're not even dating yet. So I don't think anything is going to come of that particular avenue.
I swear. I don't have time for this bullshit. I'm just going to start looking into sperm donors and/or adoption facilities. I'd rather just have my own child than try dating and shit. It's all too complicated for my tastes.
Going to lay down now. Hopefully I'll be able to get at least two hours before I have to get up for work. Ugh.