ahhhh, cocks
FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
I LOST
MY GODDAMN
SKETCHBOOK
GODDAMN SKETCHBOOK
FUCK
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH THIS SUCKS
I had probably over two hundred TWO HUNDRED, FUCK sketches in it. ;-;
In the excitement of getting a new one, I just completely managed to forget where I put my old one. I looked all over where I would've left it in my house or Jeremy's.
I really hope no one finds it. I had...explicit yaoi drawings in it. @_@ And they look like crap, on top of being dirty. And....Demijan made me draw them. >.>;;
FUCK.
I'M SO STRESSED AND PISSED ABOUT THIS.
Sooooo. Lainey and I started THE BEST RP EVER. She's bored with our current rps, and, well, I'm not thrilled with them as much as I used to be either, so I was pitching ideas for what we could do, and I brought up the idea of doing a crack rp. And she was like, "What's that?" And so I sorta explained (although no one ever explained it to me, so I might be wrong @_@). But then she was like, "Wouldn't it be funny if Doc was a crack addict?" xDDD I laugh just thinking about it.
So we have an RP where Cola is the president's son and Doc is a drug addict and omgomgomg I'm sooooo obsessed with it and the posts are really serious but we just die laughing doing it. xDDD
ANDANDAND COLA DOESN'T REALIZE HE'S BIIIIIIII, IT'S SO CONFUSING FOR HIM. I LOVE STUPID YAOI PLOTS, HUSH.
I'M EVEN AMUSED BY THE FACT THAT WE MADE OUR CHARACTERS ALL SERIOUS TO BE FUNNY, SHIT.
I have not been feeling much like drawing for the past couple of days. ;A; It blows. I really wanna update my comicsssss. And I wanna make them higher quality. After reading some other comics, I decided that my comics are not funny (they aren't intended to be, because I suck at comedy :/), and so they don't get to be crappy, either. Still, though, I am not doing full color. D: Eff that. EFF. THAT.
Unless...I leave the backgrounds monochrome and keep doing the shitty sketch style. There is some equation of quality and color and laziness that will allow me to produce non-ugly comics without maximum effort, I am sure of it. >:U
Unnnngggghhhhhhhhh, but Cola's hairrrrrrr, there's no end to how much I hate coloring it. ;-;
I want more people to read my comics. :S The only two people who've taken interest in my comics are the kind that watch like, a hundred comics. Not counting Lainey, of course, although she says such nice things about my art. ;-; SHE'S EVEN HONEST ABOUT NOT LIKING THE WAY I DRAW HANDS. I LOVE HONESTY.
AND.
I'M GOING TO PUT IN MORE EFFORT FOR HANDS. I'M SO LAZY WITH THEM, BUT THEY LOOK OKAY IF I TRY REAL HARD.
I need more artist friends. ;-; Close artist friends. Who are as obsessed with drawing as I am, more or less. And who like to talk about it. I LOVE TALKING ABOUT DRAWING, BUT NO ONE ELSE DOES.
Well, JR did. But I never get to talk to him anymore. ;-;
And the girls are all good artists, but I feel weird talking to them about it a whole lot for some reason. But then, I'm always self-conscious and thinking I'm way more into a conversation subject than the other person.
And Alex Ng and Tim talk to me about art sometimes, which is cool, because those guys really make me think.
Once more, I just wish I had a girl best friend. Who also draws. I mean, I lovelovelove Galen and Tim, but dammit, I need a girl (a real girl, you trannies xD) to relate to.
But right now.
I just wanna talk about art.
And get some fucking advice.
Ah, fuck. This monitor I'm using is giving out. It keeps turning bright magenta, and it hurts the fuck outta my eyes. I CAN'T COLOR LIKE THIIIIIIIS.
I LOST
MY GODDAMN
SKETCHBOOK
GODDAMN SKETCHBOOK
FUCK
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH THIS SUCKS
I had probably over two hundred TWO HUNDRED, FUCK sketches in it. ;-;
In the excitement of getting a new one, I just completely managed to forget where I put my old one. I looked all over where I would've left it in my house or Jeremy's.
I really hope no one finds it. I had...explicit yaoi drawings in it. @_@ And they look like crap, on top of being dirty. And....Demijan made me draw them. >.>;;
FUCK.
I'M SO STRESSED AND PISSED ABOUT THIS.
Sooooo. Lainey and I started THE BEST RP EVER. She's bored with our current rps, and, well, I'm not thrilled with them as much as I used to be either, so I was pitching ideas for what we could do, and I brought up the idea of doing a crack rp. And she was like, "What's that?" And so I sorta explained (although no one ever explained it to me, so I might be wrong @_@). But then she was like, "Wouldn't it be funny if Doc was a crack addict?" xDDD I laugh just thinking about it.
So we have an RP where Cola is the president's son and Doc is a drug addict and omgomgomg I'm sooooo obsessed with it and the posts are really serious but we just die laughing doing it. xDDD
ANDANDAND COLA DOESN'T REALIZE HE'S BIIIIIIII, IT'S SO CONFUSING FOR HIM. I LOVE STUPID YAOI PLOTS, HUSH.
I'M EVEN AMUSED BY THE FACT THAT WE MADE OUR CHARACTERS ALL SERIOUS TO BE FUNNY, SHIT.
I have not been feeling much like drawing for the past couple of days. ;A; It blows. I really wanna update my comicsssss. And I wanna make them higher quality. After reading some other comics, I decided that my comics are not funny (they aren't intended to be, because I suck at comedy :/), and so they don't get to be crappy, either. Still, though, I am not doing full color. D: Eff that. EFF. THAT.
Unless...I leave the backgrounds monochrome and keep doing the shitty sketch style. There is some equation of quality and color and laziness that will allow me to produce non-ugly comics without maximum effort, I am sure of it. >:U
Unnnngggghhhhhhhhh, but Cola's hairrrrrrr, there's no end to how much I hate coloring it. ;-;
I want more people to read my comics. :S The only two people who've taken interest in my comics are the kind that watch like, a hundred comics. Not counting Lainey, of course, although she says such nice things about my art. ;-; SHE'S EVEN HONEST ABOUT NOT LIKING THE WAY I DRAW HANDS. I LOVE HONESTY.
AND.
I'M GOING TO PUT IN MORE EFFORT FOR HANDS. I'M SO LAZY WITH THEM, BUT THEY LOOK OKAY IF I TRY REAL HARD.
I need more artist friends. ;-; Close artist friends. Who are as obsessed with drawing as I am, more or less. And who like to talk about it. I LOVE TALKING ABOUT DRAWING, BUT NO ONE ELSE DOES.
Well, JR did. But I never get to talk to him anymore. ;-;
And the girls are all good artists, but I feel weird talking to them about it a whole lot for some reason. But then, I'm always self-conscious and thinking I'm way more into a conversation subject than the other person.
And Alex Ng and Tim talk to me about art sometimes, which is cool, because those guys really make me think.
Once more, I just wish I had a girl best friend. Who also draws. I mean, I lovelovelove Galen and Tim, but dammit, I need a girl (a real girl, you trannies xD) to relate to.
But right now.
I just wanna talk about art.
And get some fucking advice.
Ah, fuck. This monitor I'm using is giving out. It keeps turning bright magenta, and it hurts the fuck outta my eyes. I CAN'T COLOR LIKE THIIIIIIIS.