well, i remember thinking earlier that i wanted to get on lj to post something
But now I don't remember what it was.
So I guess I'll just talk.
I made a 73 on my Economics midterm. ;_; I studied like crazy, and couldn't even get a B.
I hate drama queens. They piss me off and make me feel wretched. There's only so much dramatic bullshit I can put up with before I'm just flat-out mean the person.
My newest fear: losing the admiration I mysteriously have gained and somehow maintained through being Guildmaster. What if I finally do something that makes everyone not like me?
Fuck.
I hate it when people I think are my friends mention my name, giggle, and then won't tell me what they were saying when I overhear.
It fucking freaks me out.
Whatever.
I know who my real friends are.
But then, I've thought that before.
I wish trusting was easy.
I wish dealing with broken trust was easy, too.
I'm moving so slowly on my concentrations in Art. I have these great ideas, but they take weeks, months to execute. I'm supposed to have twelve finished by the end of the year. So far, I have one.
On the bright side of things, having high speed internet is awesome.
Even if it does keep me up until 3am.
I've started reading again.
Dragon Society by Lawrence Watt-Evans. It's the second in a trilogy, and pretty good. Big theme of vengeance, which I'm not really into, though. I find stories of revenge tiring.
So I guess I'll just talk.
I made a 73 on my Economics midterm. ;_; I studied like crazy, and couldn't even get a B.
I hate drama queens. They piss me off and make me feel wretched. There's only so much dramatic bullshit I can put up with before I'm just flat-out mean the person.
My newest fear: losing the admiration I mysteriously have gained and somehow maintained through being Guildmaster. What if I finally do something that makes everyone not like me?
Fuck.
I hate it when people I think are my friends mention my name, giggle, and then won't tell me what they were saying when I overhear.
It fucking freaks me out.
Whatever.
I know who my real friends are.
But then, I've thought that before.
I wish trusting was easy.
I wish dealing with broken trust was easy, too.
I'm moving so slowly on my concentrations in Art. I have these great ideas, but they take weeks, months to execute. I'm supposed to have twelve finished by the end of the year. So far, I have one.
On the bright side of things, having high speed internet is awesome.
Even if it does keep me up until 3am.
I've started reading again.
Dragon Society by Lawrence Watt-Evans. It's the second in a trilogy, and pretty good. Big theme of vengeance, which I'm not really into, though. I find stories of revenge tiring.