He called me baby....
Yeah..
Anyways...I promised I'd write about my hectic life and soooo..here I am.
Yesterday I got to spend some time with Miriam at the park with Miki, Ronnie, Jade and Mikey and Benny...plus my ex-gf Courtney, her mom and her on-again-off-again bf Allen. It was warm and sunny, a perfect day and it was fun. I had missed Mo-mo lots seeing as I hadn't really seen her for a week or so. I got to show her my newest tattoo which I got on Friday night, it's two hearts...one blue one that says Colleen and one red one that says Miriam and a couple of little starbursts. After I had got it, we went out to the Gypsy Rose and had some drinks and did kareoke. I sang "She hates Me" by Puddle of Mudd and "Any Man of Mine" by Shania Twain. Kareoke is a big part of my life now....so are Miki and Ronnie.
In fact they are such a big part of my life, I spend my nights at their place almost every night during the week...forget my new apartment, lol. I'm also altering her wedding dress, making 2 bridesmaid dresses, I painted some bottles for her centerpieces and I'm marrying them. Seems Tennessee honors the rights of ordained Ministers to wed people so I get to do my first wedding!!! My life is hectic but I love it! I seriously don't think I could be any happier...well okay i could be. If I didn't owe 94.62 to CHA, I could have my OWN housing instead of sharing an apartment with a man who is in love with me regardless of how I feel for him. If I didn't owe 546.72 to the fucking state for a crime I didn't even commit, I'd be happier too cuz then I wouldn't be so worried about what's gonna happen June 27th when I go to court at 9:30am and tell them I don't have the money....
I'd be happier if my ex Jamie would get the fuck over me and stay away from me....I'd be happier if I could spend my every day with my daughter(s).
Hell, I'd be happier just if I had a drink right about now...lol (water...*hgafdfdsg*)
But, I'm at least HAPPY right now, right?
Okay so I'm a little sad, I did just tell a good friend of mine good-bye before coming back online, he's moving to Murfeesboro, which is a bit aways I think from me...but he got himself a job for sure and a place to live instead of rotting away at the shelter so I'm happy for that part. I can always email him and he did say once he got a car, he'd come visit.
Why is is when I go to California, I end up missing my husband for months after?
yeah.....*sigh*
Hectic is probably an understatement, eh?
Anyways...I promised I'd write about my hectic life and soooo..here I am.
Yesterday I got to spend some time with Miriam at the park with Miki, Ronnie, Jade and Mikey and Benny...plus my ex-gf Courtney, her mom and her on-again-off-again bf Allen. It was warm and sunny, a perfect day and it was fun. I had missed Mo-mo lots seeing as I hadn't really seen her for a week or so. I got to show her my newest tattoo which I got on Friday night, it's two hearts...one blue one that says Colleen and one red one that says Miriam and a couple of little starbursts. After I had got it, we went out to the Gypsy Rose and had some drinks and did kareoke. I sang "She hates Me" by Puddle of Mudd and "Any Man of Mine" by Shania Twain. Kareoke is a big part of my life now....so are Miki and Ronnie.
In fact they are such a big part of my life, I spend my nights at their place almost every night during the week...forget my new apartment, lol. I'm also altering her wedding dress, making 2 bridesmaid dresses, I painted some bottles for her centerpieces and I'm marrying them. Seems Tennessee honors the rights of ordained Ministers to wed people so I get to do my first wedding!!! My life is hectic but I love it! I seriously don't think I could be any happier...well okay i could be. If I didn't owe 94.62 to CHA, I could have my OWN housing instead of sharing an apartment with a man who is in love with me regardless of how I feel for him. If I didn't owe 546.72 to the fucking state for a crime I didn't even commit, I'd be happier too cuz then I wouldn't be so worried about what's gonna happen June 27th when I go to court at 9:30am and tell them I don't have the money....
I'd be happier if my ex Jamie would get the fuck over me and stay away from me....I'd be happier if I could spend my every day with my daughter(s).
Hell, I'd be happier just if I had a drink right about now...lol (water...*hgafdfdsg*)
But, I'm at least HAPPY right now, right?
Okay so I'm a little sad, I did just tell a good friend of mine good-bye before coming back online, he's moving to Murfeesboro, which is a bit aways I think from me...but he got himself a job for sure and a place to live instead of rotting away at the shelter so I'm happy for that part. I can always email him and he did say once he got a car, he'd come visit.
Why is is when I go to California, I end up missing my husband for months after?
yeah.....*sigh*
Hectic is probably an understatement, eh?