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I've had the MOST amazing week :) SOo good to myself :) FIrst, I got a 98 on my final lab exam and an 84 on my final written exam...so yay for that :) Then thursday after working for a bit, I drove up to Interlochen!! I finally took that scenic drive that I so desperately needed....SO I camped for the night at the State park, which was f-ing fabulous X 10....sat at the lake and had a campfire...woke up really early the next morning, went to breakfast at G-mas kitchen, walked around interlochen and remenisced and realized how much life changes up there, went and got a cherry shake at Don's, had lunch at the dish, layed out at the beach, walked around town and just had the BEST time ever!!! I looove going up there, and going up there alone was SO totally what I needed!!! It's like, I had all of this pent up emotion that I didnt even realize I was hanging out to, and I feel so much more free now!! I finally closed the chapter in my life, I didnt even realize was still left open. But DAMN do I feel good....so then I came back to okemos and have been enjoying life to the fullest. I found myself a new running partner, which is amazing, becuase running alone, and training alone is SO hard!! Especially since I;ve never done it before...I always say I am, but I get a wall block, things always seem to block me. BUt not only is he a fabuous running partner, but he is also pre-med, so he's a great influence on my school/career!!! So yay for that!!! I'm going on my first School visit Tuesday, Wayne State...and getting VERY excited to look at the schools in Chicago!! It's reassuring for Joey to tell me that I will like Midwestern and that Malcolm X isnt as shady as I thought...so I feel VERY positive about it!! I think once I get my act togetehr and get some ideas as to where I want to go to school, It will be SOO much more easy for me to stay focused!!! But gosh things are so great....But the last thing I have to ask myself is...why did you kiss me? haha....not that I mind, but it always seems that the second I decide I'm done, thats when they come at you....ooooh boys....though even with this, I still finally finally feel like myself again!! I dnt know if it's just the stress of school, or whats been going on...but I feel like I'm finally on the ground running again....