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well, after an extremely long night, i think i'm okay. man, i don't know what i'd do without my friends. i talked to moe last night, that helped a lot. and i even resorted to calling gio -- not even to talk. just cause i knew i could sit on the phone with him and cry, and he'd sit there and listen, even if i wasn't saying anything. thennnn i cried myself to sleep --- and i'm still not even sure why i started crying in the first place. and thanks for the comment mel, that helped too. i didn't do anything stupid though, and i guess that's what matters. hopefully i can go stop by and see him today, even if it's for 5 minutes, it's better than nothing. he never got cleaning stuff for his new earring, so i was planning on bringing him some. it just sucks because i know i can't hang out with him today, and he's in trouble so i probably can't see him thursday. plus, he's going away for the weekend, and i usually can't see him during the week --- so that leaves next weekend. and it's already been a week =\. err, oh well. i didn't go to school again today. i haven't eaten anything in two days now -- well, i ate a half a piece of dry toast yesterday, then almost puked. and the most i've had to drink was about 1/4 cup of soda. lovelyyy. blah, okay ... well i'm gonna get going. i love you eric <3.