[don't spit on my mind]

Jun 09, 2006 21:56

Chaotic Standstill-----

I am whispering silently int othe heavens above
A cry so entrancing I lose all trace of my existence
I am desperate for a solace within this chaos
A chaotic standstill between these bodies- aimless
The clouds dimly roll in to answer my call
I am ashamed of the everyday fool
And I now can feel some humor
Even within my disappointment
A cleansing of my spirit between every raindrop
Silence forbids any movement, as I soak in my dream
Please, I cry to the skys, let this last
A cry so ear splitting, I am gaining power
A chaotic standstill, this is where we strive
But something will approach you, as it has me
Soon you will feel these open eyes
From an ablaze sort of view
Aghast, we are realizing the unchangable
Make this good, for I shant see less
But all of it's offerings cannot bless
Please, I cry to the sky, let this banish
I want to see past these empty skulls
But all I receive is this thrashing storm
Yet, alas, I feel no more
I am gone amongst this chaos
Only my body is physically here
Spirit off in a fantasy land
Once more, I cry my thanks to the sky, above and below
Yet I appear in this chaotic standstill
I am far from here- existing mysteriously
-sarahscahaden(2006)

(www.freewebs.com/chaoticstandstill)

So I had to work for some irresponsible chick yesterday. And good thing I went in for her to see what days she worked (because she said she forgot about this job) because I worked! Heh. That woulda' been really bad. But anyhow, I really don't want to talk about foolish people at the moment.

I am leaving for Indiana tomorrow at 9:55, well more or less I'm leaving for Chicago at that time.

Timmy isn't opening his mind to music he'd like. I tell him "Listen to Helloween", he says "No". I'm like wtf, you'd like them ya know. Grrs to peoples.

This guy on LJ I found was talking about how unappreciatve people are of Rhapsody, I agree. But this brings me to something I must say. In Flames is most definetly praised for their new stuff, but I, on the other hand of the real In Flames fans, like the older stuff much better. Lunar Strain, Subterranean, Whoracle, Jester Race... those albums aren't credited enough. But I think they are some of the most open minded albums out there. Not to mention Mikael Stanne (Dark Tranquillity) did some of the vocals on an album, actually Anders and Mikael switched bands. Anders was in Dark Tranquillity as well. I could rant for hours about how much their older stuff means to me. But you can figure that out for yourself. And sure the new stuff is good, lyrics quality aint bad except for the "cutting" ideas in them, but I think they ripped off their last album. Still have respect for the "hated" Anders.

in flames, poem, vacation

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