this sucks, off too newport i go...

Dec 20, 2005 23:41

I FUCKIN LOVE HIM WITH EVERY INCH OF MY HEART,
WITH EVERYTHING THAT IS ME...
AND IM WILLING TO GIVE HIM THE UNIVERSE*
NO ONE WILL EVER CARE OR LOVE HIM LIKE I DO,
NO ONE.
BUT STILL HE DOUBTS ME.
AND US*
AND TIME AFTER TIME, IM JUST NEVER GOOD ENOUGH,
TO HAVE THE BOY, ID GIVE ANYTHING FOR.
I DONT GET LOVE.
HOW CAN SOMETHING SO PERFECT, HURT SO MUCH.
WHY MUST I SIT HERE AND CRY.
I LOVE YOU,
CANT YOU SEE IM SICK OF CRYING,
SICK OF BEING WITHOUT YOU*
OPEN YOUR EYES
DONT WALK AWAY FROM WHAT WE HAVE...

&& then theres this other boy,
whos like willing to give me the world,
do anything in the world to put a smile on my face,
and ask NOTHING in return...
WHAT THE FUCK. I HATE THIS.

NEWPORT BRIDGE, HERE I COME.
IM DONE WITH LIFE.
IM DONE WITH BREATHING, FOR NOTHING, FOR NO ONE,
TO WAKE UP TOMORROW IN THE SAME SHIT,
LOST, BROKEN, CONFUZED, AND UNLOVED.

<33WHITNEY<33
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