May 07, 2008 10:01
Well...ok not only is there Larz..but there is now also Phil as in Phil Dobby, and Jon (Leeds United peeps) and now...Ben as in October guy has been sending me messages too...thankfully he's not being as suggentive as usual...as i do find it a bit crass..i am a classy lady as you know!!...he was gonna pop round too...but I've got my oral tomorrow...would have been nice to catch up though...but he'll be around all summer so I can catch up then...I have been toying with the idea of him,,i mean it would be quite harmless being fuck buddies as I have already been there before...and it was damn good...and i know I wouldn't fall for him even though he is really really hot and we have good after sex banter/pillow talk...I still don't see him that way...on the other hand, I've already been there before...there is a reason why we don't see each other anymore so should I go back???...hmmmm...clearly there will come to the point where i have to choose...October guy is very persistant damn him!
Still don' really get hy P keeps talking to me online...and it kinda makes thing harder...i'm kinda thinking the approach i tok with olly is probably the best for getting over someone...i'll leave it for a bit longer though, maybe it won't matter...it's just the random messages he keeps sending...
Plus...good news,..i m actually loosing weight...and i've been convinced i've been gaining it!! everything has gone down a couple of inches...thank god for my bike!! :-)...at least that makes me happy...although i have en exam in an hour and a bit..shouldn't really be writing on here should i?!?!
weight loss,
randomness,
p :-(