"I share creation, kings can do no more"
I have the incredibly lovely and enjoyable honor of having accidentally pulled an all-nighter last night (note that I am writing this at the ungodly hour of 4:30 AM). I really wish I knew what triggered my insomnia because most of the time I don't have much of a problem sleeping, but two or three nights a month I get maybe three or four hours of sleep after tossing and turning for three or four more. In tonight's case, I couldn't fall asleep and got a terrible headache and sore throat. I thought I was done being sick a couple days ago, this is getting ridiculous.
Rehearsals for JCS have been quite the thrill, learning three-part harmonies at the speed of sludge for untrained singers. Sadly, in my jazz choir, which requires a sight reading/solo audition, we aren't learning the music much faster, and the normally strong singers (which is pretty much everyone in the choir) are wimping out on all the songs which makes me sad. I really hope next year we have a better group, though a large part of this year's choir won't be graduating.
My therapist is amazing, amidst this shipwreck of Jordan's discontentedness at pretty much everything. In forty-five minutes, I was completely over the Sam thing. He told me very frankly that there are two kinds of men in the world. Those who are nice and honest and good in a relationship, and those who think with their dick and wouldn't give a second glance to whomever he had led on the other day. The problem with the former group is that they are always convinced those in the latter group are the nice, honest ones. I'm sure the same thing occurs when girls interact with men as well. I find that for most people I'm attracted to in the slightest, I put on my rose-colored glasses and consequently beat the living shit out of myself for falling once again for an asshole. It just happened that this time the asshole led me on.
Last night the Spring Awakening boys performed "Bitch of Living" on David Letterman. I was actually kind of disappointed. Their voices didn't really blend very nicely, and several of them were totally flat. I suppose that's what happens when you perform a vocally tiring show eight times a week.
This day is not going to be very fun, methinks. Falling asleep in school is a bad thing.
EDIT: LUISA look at my new lj profile. I think you may enjoy it just a little.
Rehearsals for JCS have been quite the thrill, learning three-part harmonies at the speed of sludge for untrained singers. Sadly, in my jazz choir, which requires a sight reading/solo audition, we aren't learning the music much faster, and the normally strong singers (which is pretty much everyone in the choir) are wimping out on all the songs which makes me sad. I really hope next year we have a better group, though a large part of this year's choir won't be graduating.
My therapist is amazing, amidst this shipwreck of Jordan's discontentedness at pretty much everything. In forty-five minutes, I was completely over the Sam thing. He told me very frankly that there are two kinds of men in the world. Those who are nice and honest and good in a relationship, and those who think with their dick and wouldn't give a second glance to whomever he had led on the other day. The problem with the former group is that they are always convinced those in the latter group are the nice, honest ones. I'm sure the same thing occurs when girls interact with men as well. I find that for most people I'm attracted to in the slightest, I put on my rose-colored glasses and consequently beat the living shit out of myself for falling once again for an asshole. It just happened that this time the asshole led me on.
Last night the Spring Awakening boys performed "Bitch of Living" on David Letterman. I was actually kind of disappointed. Their voices didn't really blend very nicely, and several of them were totally flat. I suppose that's what happens when you perform a vocally tiring show eight times a week.
This day is not going to be very fun, methinks. Falling asleep in school is a bad thing.
EDIT: LUISA look at my new lj profile. I think you may enjoy it just a little.