Today it was a strange one
I had a very odd day.. in fact odd doesn't even really start to cover it. I had a doctors appointment I arrive there only to find the office is closed. A calendar is hanging on the door saying they are closed for the holiday. I couldn't believe it I checked my card three times and I was right. So now I have to call tomorrow and make another before the end of the week. No big deal but still they should have let me know they scheduled me when they wouldn't even be there! I couldn't have been the only one.
Then my Dad comes over which wasn't so odd. He was upset though and needed to borrow some money. .This also wasn't a really big problem aside from how upset he was acting. He said it was for a bill and I understand no one wants to ask for money from someone else. We have all fallen on bad times before and with the economy like it is it's only going to happen to people more and more. Thing is he just seemed so upset.. to me it seemed a bit much for the situation. As much as I hated it it came to my mind about what my brother said. That there is more going on than I know and I shouldn't put myself too far out to help. I can't help it though you know. It's family and regardless of anything that means something. He asked me if he could use my phone since he won't have a new cell until Saturday. ( I am giving him my old one when I get my new one because he likes it so much.) He then asks me, after talking outside on the phone in his car for about forty five minutes if he can borrow it until I get back from the store.
I have to admit I was reluctant. The whole situation seemed so very odd to me. I had a deep sinking feeling too one I have had off and on for weeks now. I feel something is coming and I don't know what but something not good is going to happen. I am am optimistic person but sometimes you just get a feeling and you KNOW. I hope none of that sounds too crazy. Either way I agreed and took off to the store with Jared. We got all the stuff we needed. It didn't take too long. When I called my Dad to see if I could pick up the phone he wasn't home and asked if he could instead drop it off. I agreed.
He showed up about twenty minutes later with it no harm no foul. I told him thanks and gave him a hug and he went on his way. A few hours later though sometime around seven he comes over again. He tells me the phone people were giving him a hard time. I felt bad for him but there wasn't much I could do. He needed some money so and this is the hard part for even me to believe... when we didn't have it he asked my in-laws. I know Dad is having trouble and it must be something to ask them. Don't get me wrong my in-laws are wonderful generous people...they did give him the money too.. but Dad just never did those things. It seemed even odder than even that with how upset he had been. I am starting to wonder what exactly it all was for. I am not saying my Dad is lying it just seems so odd..with the car phone calls and the money borrowing and being so distraught. Another odd thing it wasn't that much he borrowed. Not even one hundred. There are some other behaviors of Dads that are not like him. They aren't bad or anything just not like him and it's bothering me. So why does it all seem so odd to me? I just have a bad feeling I can't help it. It's not just related to today..but it is there off and on and was strong again today. I wish my family didn't block me out of the details of things. Christopher of course refuses to go in to details on what he was hinting at when we were at Mom's.
I will keep everyone posted if I find anything else out. I just wanted to get all this out about the insanely oddball day I had today.
Also it was my Mother in laws Birthday today. I love her so much. God bless her. Hope you all had a wonderful day!
Then my Dad comes over which wasn't so odd. He was upset though and needed to borrow some money. .This also wasn't a really big problem aside from how upset he was acting. He said it was for a bill and I understand no one wants to ask for money from someone else. We have all fallen on bad times before and with the economy like it is it's only going to happen to people more and more. Thing is he just seemed so upset.. to me it seemed a bit much for the situation. As much as I hated it it came to my mind about what my brother said. That there is more going on than I know and I shouldn't put myself too far out to help. I can't help it though you know. It's family and regardless of anything that means something. He asked me if he could use my phone since he won't have a new cell until Saturday. ( I am giving him my old one when I get my new one because he likes it so much.) He then asks me, after talking outside on the phone in his car for about forty five minutes if he can borrow it until I get back from the store.
I have to admit I was reluctant. The whole situation seemed so very odd to me. I had a deep sinking feeling too one I have had off and on for weeks now. I feel something is coming and I don't know what but something not good is going to happen. I am am optimistic person but sometimes you just get a feeling and you KNOW. I hope none of that sounds too crazy. Either way I agreed and took off to the store with Jared. We got all the stuff we needed. It didn't take too long. When I called my Dad to see if I could pick up the phone he wasn't home and asked if he could instead drop it off. I agreed.
He showed up about twenty minutes later with it no harm no foul. I told him thanks and gave him a hug and he went on his way. A few hours later though sometime around seven he comes over again. He tells me the phone people were giving him a hard time. I felt bad for him but there wasn't much I could do. He needed some money so and this is the hard part for even me to believe... when we didn't have it he asked my in-laws. I know Dad is having trouble and it must be something to ask them. Don't get me wrong my in-laws are wonderful generous people...they did give him the money too.. but Dad just never did those things. It seemed even odder than even that with how upset he had been. I am starting to wonder what exactly it all was for. I am not saying my Dad is lying it just seems so odd..with the car phone calls and the money borrowing and being so distraught. Another odd thing it wasn't that much he borrowed. Not even one hundred. There are some other behaviors of Dads that are not like him. They aren't bad or anything just not like him and it's bothering me. So why does it all seem so odd to me? I just have a bad feeling I can't help it. It's not just related to today..but it is there off and on and was strong again today. I wish my family didn't block me out of the details of things. Christopher of course refuses to go in to details on what he was hinting at when we were at Mom's.
I will keep everyone posted if I find anything else out. I just wanted to get all this out about the insanely oddball day I had today.
Also it was my Mother in laws Birthday today. I love her so much. God bless her. Hope you all had a wonderful day!