dear god the burning
MY TOES BURN/STING SO BAD THAT AMPUTATION SOUNDS GOOD.
seriously, the pain i`m in omg... sometimes the sharp stinging/burning is so bad it makes me twitch and want to whimper. u-u this is the second, maybe third, time this has happened... but this time feels worse. it`s so horrible...
i did some researching, and i`m pretty certain now that this is what i`m suffering from. Chilblains, or whatever. my foot isnt a bad /looking/ as the foot shown on that site, but it feels that bad, if not worse. the other day (yesterday?) i put my freezing feet infront of the heater before going to bed and that pretty much matches what the site says NOT to do...
...horray me for doing stupid things. u-u;
so far its only my right foot, but now i`m starting to feel it coming on in my left foot too.... uurrrggh. last night my right foot started hurting so much that it woke me up and i couldnt go back to sleep for a while. u-u anything that touches my swollen toes brings on a sharp stinging/burning sensation.... the site says the best cure is keeping my toes warm by keeping them covered, but its really hard to do that without letting stuff touch them.... >_< gahhhhhh....
......i probably wont be able to sleep well tonight either. :`[ damn my toes and damn my stupidity. i just hope that this doesnt become a reoccurring seasonal thing, like the site says happens with a lot of people... >_> i can`t remember ever experiencing this before coming to Japan.
edit @ 6:45am: i ended up not being able to stand the pain and went to bed early last night. my feet feel a lot better now than they did last night, but i`m afraid there`s some regression in healing now. freezing shower floor then hot water and having to stuff them into shoes and walk around all day is no help. >_< if only i could baby my poor feet all day..... but atleast there`s no stinging/burning for now...
seriously, the pain i`m in omg... sometimes the sharp stinging/burning is so bad it makes me twitch and want to whimper. u-u this is the second, maybe third, time this has happened... but this time feels worse. it`s so horrible...
i did some researching, and i`m pretty certain now that this is what i`m suffering from. Chilblains, or whatever. my foot isnt a bad /looking/ as the foot shown on that site, but it feels that bad, if not worse. the other day (yesterday?) i put my freezing feet infront of the heater before going to bed and that pretty much matches what the site says NOT to do...
...horray me for doing stupid things. u-u;
so far its only my right foot, but now i`m starting to feel it coming on in my left foot too.... uurrrggh. last night my right foot started hurting so much that it woke me up and i couldnt go back to sleep for a while. u-u anything that touches my swollen toes brings on a sharp stinging/burning sensation.... the site says the best cure is keeping my toes warm by keeping them covered, but its really hard to do that without letting stuff touch them.... >_< gahhhhhh....
......i probably wont be able to sleep well tonight either. :`[ damn my toes and damn my stupidity. i just hope that this doesnt become a reoccurring seasonal thing, like the site says happens with a lot of people... >_> i can`t remember ever experiencing this before coming to Japan.
edit @ 6:45am: i ended up not being able to stand the pain and went to bed early last night. my feet feel a lot better now than they did last night, but i`m afraid there`s some regression in healing now. freezing shower floor then hot water and having to stuff them into shoes and walk around all day is no help. >_< if only i could baby my poor feet all day..... but atleast there`s no stinging/burning for now...