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Guhhhh
Nothing like trying to call a panic attack hotline and getting pitched for a medical alert system to a) make it worse and then b) suddenly come out of it.
Context: woke up with a horribly painful neck ache that caused nausea and vomiting. Trying to ride out the pain and nausea, but I can't stand any stimuli, you know like YouTube videos, they're the ( Read more... ) -
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Nothing quite like hearing about a promising new treatment for Parkinson's when it's already too late. And my poor papa was suffering so much from his Parkinson's medication because he'd been on it for over a decade. I just desperately wish we had changed his dosage much earlier than we did. I had one brief moment a week or two before he died where ( Read more... ) -
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I'm home alone crying and wailing. Can't catch a break. The brakes on the car had to be fixed, and we need to call the Roto Rooter people to clear the pipes, and the dryer doesn't tumble anymore, and the light in my room still needs fixing. Everything's falling apart and there's never enough money and my papa is gone. -
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Back in the full swing of crying, almost as bad as the first two weeks, and I'm talking here again. I feel like I don't want to confide in anyone about how deeply upset I am with Mary's death. I feel like all I would do would be to upset and make them worry about me. I just don't know what to do except keep crying and try to work past the grief ( Read more... ) -
Still sad...
But not quite so overwhelmingly as I was the first few weeks after my friend's death. I've discovered that the only time I truly feel free and have the privacy to cry about it is while driving, which isn't exactly safe and only works when no one will see my face at the destination... Happily...conveniently for the two weeks afterward I was taking ( Read more... ) -
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Everything is so much wronger than in my last post. My chiropractor, who I knew before I was her patient and who I took many ceramics lessons with across maybe nine years died today, yesterday now. It's just wrong that she's gone. I can't begin to describe the overwhelming feeling I get when I think about it and how it just shouldn't be possible ( Read more... ) -
Wtf FB...
So I'm not very active on FB. I purposefully don't "like" public figures, movies, tv shows and books anymore or very rarely and a few years ago I culled quite a few just for the pleasure of denying FB extra data. I don't play games, I rarely make personal updates and only occasionally share links or personal photos. I do "like" a number of personal ( Read more... ) -
I can barely believe it! 8D
My mother contacted my father's primary care physician today about the need for blood work in order to get the CT scan and guess what? There's blood work ordered for him! Granted it's not going to be the same lab as planned, but the lab in the medical building where this doctor is based. But anyway, it doesn't matter because the results will get ( Read more... ) -
And the saga continues...
Well, the fax with the prescription for blood work did not come after office hours on Friday. My mother and I even went down to check on Saturday morning. And my mother sorted through tons of paper to see if we had a paper copy of the blood work, didn't find it. (There is the tiniest possibility that they sent the fax while the building had a ( Read more... )