Summer Vacation is Coming to and End...

Aug 12, 2006 10:58

Wow!
It's been a while since I've written on here. Summer vacation has felt very short this year, maybe because most of it has been spent in boredom. Warped Tour in Charlotte was very fun (but not as fun as the one in Maryland though). I thoroughly enjoyed the Hellogoodbye performance and it made me remember how much I love them. I am so excited about their music and I wish I bought their new album.

School starts next week and I am feeling pretty anxious. My anxiety has become a burden, and it is interfering with my spiritual life. I feel like I can't pay attention when I say my prayers, I feel like I only say them because I have to. I just can't stop thinking about school. It is partially due to the fact that my roommate has been messaging me on Facebook, asking me questions like "what time are you coming to 'move in day'?" or "do you want top or bottom bunk?" I never even thought about these questions before she asked me, and I'm beginning to think that I'm not as prepared as I should be. I talked to my mom about it and she said that I'll get back to normal once I get to school, but my spirituality plays a really big part of my life and I don't know how I'm going to handle another week of this mess. I just have to force myself to pay attention and maybe read even more of the writings.
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