Call me when you're sober
So I was going to post this little tid-bit on Sunday and then my internet died and i never did so here it is..
yesterday was the 3rd week since.... and it would have been 2 yrs and 11 months. Quite the sad coincidence i guess... I'm still in this place with my life where I just feel so lost, I can't even explain it. I just don't even kno what I want anymore.
I wish some of these guys would back off who are trying to pick up the rebound...the attention makes me feel not so unattractive, but it makes me feel like I'm a piece of game of something. I don't especially like that...trust me, you don't kno me as much as you think you do and you definately don't know what I need right now...
I got to chill with my brother in Austin this weekend. The only bad part was having to move couches, mattresses, and desk pieces...my arms and back are so sore. My dad told me I should work in a job where I have to do hard labor all day, every day...I kno where he's coming from, but it's not all too common for women to work in those kinds of jobs. Altho, i must say, i did pretty damn good lifting that furniture. I'm such a beast :)
Daniel and I had the greatest time. We went and saw that movie, Accepted. HI-larious...I laughed like a horse the whole time. We had a great time hanging out in his new place and driving home the next day. I love my big brother!
I start school tomorrow and I'm soo ready to get this show on the road. I need a change of scenery.
I miss Christine so much. I hate being so far away bc that just means there's less I can do to help her. Altho, I don't really know what to do for her anyway... I wish I could just move back there, get an apartment with her, and we could live happily ever after.
Today's my mom's birthday! Hooray:) I bought her this book called "Everything I need to know I learned from other women" It's quite the cute... I'm sure it will insight some more feminist discussions.
Ahh I don't know what the deal is but I can't shake this cough... I never get coughs! Maybe it's stress-induced...
yesterday was the 3rd week since.... and it would have been 2 yrs and 11 months. Quite the sad coincidence i guess... I'm still in this place with my life where I just feel so lost, I can't even explain it. I just don't even kno what I want anymore.
I wish some of these guys would back off who are trying to pick up the rebound...the attention makes me feel not so unattractive, but it makes me feel like I'm a piece of game of something. I don't especially like that...trust me, you don't kno me as much as you think you do and you definately don't know what I need right now...
I got to chill with my brother in Austin this weekend. The only bad part was having to move couches, mattresses, and desk pieces...my arms and back are so sore. My dad told me I should work in a job where I have to do hard labor all day, every day...I kno where he's coming from, but it's not all too common for women to work in those kinds of jobs. Altho, i must say, i did pretty damn good lifting that furniture. I'm such a beast :)
Daniel and I had the greatest time. We went and saw that movie, Accepted. HI-larious...I laughed like a horse the whole time. We had a great time hanging out in his new place and driving home the next day. I love my big brother!
I start school tomorrow and I'm soo ready to get this show on the road. I need a change of scenery.
I miss Christine so much. I hate being so far away bc that just means there's less I can do to help her. Altho, I don't really know what to do for her anyway... I wish I could just move back there, get an apartment with her, and we could live happily ever after.
Today's my mom's birthday! Hooray:) I bought her this book called "Everything I need to know I learned from other women" It's quite the cute... I'm sure it will insight some more feminist discussions.
Ahh I don't know what the deal is but I can't shake this cough... I never get coughs! Maybe it's stress-induced...