lonely
I really think im going through some kind of depression. I haven't felt this down in awhile. Maybe im just pmsing or something..at least i hope. Every little thing makes me so upset, or reminds me of something. My trig final is tomorrow and i have had no time to study cause american studes decided to throw in the outside reading humbo jumbo in at last minute! isn't that just great? So i came home from cheer early so i could get that in and when i get home i realize that my book isn't here so i go out to buy a new one cause the library didn't have it in fremont..and borders and every book store in fremont doesn't have a copy, so i was stuck getting anohter book and trying to shuffle through it enough to be able to answer the questions. FUCK AMERICAN STUDIES. pisses me off so bad. They seriously told us today "oh yeah and if you don't turn in your outside reading tomorrow, expect to go pick up a contract from mr. spain.." well fuck you! This whole day has just been a downer..in a way i can't wait for the seniors to leave, and then again i feel like im leaving off some unfinished stuff. Maybe i can get it taken care of tomorrow..i shouldn't stress too much about math if i get a 0 on the final i will have a B instead of an A, and i had an A for the quarter so i don't think he'll lower it that much. Pray for me!!! im gonna go watch my favorite movie in the whole wide world...tbs knew i was havin a bad day!