kinda happy!

[nicolie_ollie]

well im kinda happy... i dont know ... me and matt talked out our problems.. he has it pretty bad.. i ecspect to much from him...its to much pressure on him.. the poor guy needs a rest...im alot.. of pressure.. that is .. ya know to deal with...well enough about him..

i want to hang out with all of my friends before summer ends.. it so depressing.. this summer sucked... nothing happend.. lol i had sex once.. and it was in a movie theater! wtf right! i want to throw a big ass party.. a hotel party.. i think me and matt might throw one... everyone is invited if we do! we just need some help with the alcohol.. if you bring drugs thats fine im just not going to do any....im not going to be all anti drug just because i quit.. i mean im in love with a druggy.. how could i be anti drug...but ne who...im going to my dads for the weekend.. well friday night atleast.. if anyone wants to do anything saturday night please call me and we will plan something...i really love the song on logans lj... its totally awsome...

my uncle is being about as cool as a fan with no blades right now..its pissing me off.... i want to throw the keyboard at him but i need it! ok well im going to smoke a cig.... havent quit those yey... so i love ya guys.. please support me!!