im so fucking mad
goshhh im mad as hell bitch!.... me and matt broke up... im tired of the bull shit... he gets all fucking jealus and shit and bitches at me for TALKING to a guy but when he is telling a chick that he is naked with me on the phone is ok... i flipped i told him to go fuck hisself.. fuck that i deserve better... i mean damn im not that bad am i?i mean wtf is wrong with me why can i get a decent guy... why do i always end up with fuck asses!...i mean fuck i got more guys when i was a massive druggy and i was fucking pyro! i mean damn! im clean now and i havent had sex but with one person in like 6 months.. and i can get anyone! maybe my standards are just higher or maybe i should become a druggy whore.. maybe thats what guys like! oh well fuck it.. im going to cry because i cant do drugs and im sober dealing with pain... this sux