C-mas
The spirit has died down, and I'm about to take a nap. I love taking naps in the sunlight. I used to take them in the backyard, but I'd wake up all sweaty and gross.
I got a freaking IPOD. Yes that's right, not just an IPOD but a FREAKING one. I am soooo happy. that is such a great gift. I also got other really nice things. I'm glad I gave presents to people. even though I'm cheap and went to Good Will and Suzy's Deals.
Woahhh I just felt really weird. Like my body was spinning
Last night I thought I was going to die. I was on my way to Leah's house, and I thought I was going to die. I just felt it. I was driving, listening to The Doors, thinking... and I pictured myself crashing. I couldn't see the road very well cause of the rain and my windsheild wipers. I pictured myself crashing over and over. Dying. Crashing. Floating away to the sound of The Doors. Jim. It was very scary.
I love being home. home.
I don't want to go back to a place that is not my home.
even though, I have met some cool people...I just want to stay here.
If I work hard enough, I can come back. That's what I want.
Ahhh forget A.Z.! Sucky suck sucks.
I'm reading the most amazing book called 'A Million Little Peices'.
In it, this guy was in love with this girl who has Artic Blue Eyes, as he puts it. And the guy who is the narrator has Pale Green Eyes.
Artic Blue Pale Green.
Artic Blue Pale Green.
"We were standing a foot apart, staring at each other, Artic and pale, locked and loaded. The World has stopped and there was nothing else.
Just me and her, Artic and pale, locked and loaded."
I love that.
I hate A.Z.
I don't know why I'm so distant to people.
Cami bought me 'Crank'. I'm really excited to reread it, and to mark in it. To highlight it, and to draw in it. I dont' know if that's a good idea. maybe I should keep it nice...no. who cares? it's MY book. I also bought 2 other books called 'Candy' and 'Bitter Fruit'
peace
I got a freaking IPOD. Yes that's right, not just an IPOD but a FREAKING one. I am soooo happy. that is such a great gift. I also got other really nice things. I'm glad I gave presents to people. even though I'm cheap and went to Good Will and Suzy's Deals.
Woahhh I just felt really weird. Like my body was spinning
Last night I thought I was going to die. I was on my way to Leah's house, and I thought I was going to die. I just felt it. I was driving, listening to The Doors, thinking... and I pictured myself crashing. I couldn't see the road very well cause of the rain and my windsheild wipers. I pictured myself crashing over and over. Dying. Crashing. Floating away to the sound of The Doors. Jim. It was very scary.
I love being home. home.
I don't want to go back to a place that is not my home.
even though, I have met some cool people...I just want to stay here.
If I work hard enough, I can come back. That's what I want.
Ahhh forget A.Z.! Sucky suck sucks.
I'm reading the most amazing book called 'A Million Little Peices'.
In it, this guy was in love with this girl who has Artic Blue Eyes, as he puts it. And the guy who is the narrator has Pale Green Eyes.
Artic Blue Pale Green.
Artic Blue Pale Green.
"We were standing a foot apart, staring at each other, Artic and pale, locked and loaded. The World has stopped and there was nothing else.
Just me and her, Artic and pale, locked and loaded."
I love that.
I hate A.Z.
I don't know why I'm so distant to people.
Cami bought me 'Crank'. I'm really excited to reread it, and to mark in it. To highlight it, and to draw in it. I dont' know if that's a good idea. maybe I should keep it nice...no. who cares? it's MY book. I also bought 2 other books called 'Candy' and 'Bitter Fruit'
peace