hahaha.
For once I think I'm capable of existing by myself (+ my good friends and family). I haven't achieved a balance this satisfying, ever. At least thus far in my life? I have my own priorities, and am doing what I feel like doing. I love leaving the highschool after 3rd period, I love going and doing something completely different (and more interesting, in my opinion)than other kids. I love the fact that when I tell people with a huge grin on my face what I'm doing in my Nevac class, that they roll their eyes and make weird faces. I love that I'm comfortable with myself, and am taking better care of myself than I have in...a long time. I also love being able to say things straightforward...when I'm tired and want to go home at 10 on a Friday night, that's exactly what I'll say. No sugar coating, no people pleasing, no secret agendas. It feels like I've finally outgrown highschool and it's dramatic ups and downs, and I'm ready to move on. And what perfect timing, the year's halfway over :)
I think this could be described as perfectly, confidently, s a t i s f i e d.
speaking of highschool and it's drama though...
let me just say one thing, weekends are just that...weekENDS. They are not the week DAYS, they are not happening while we are at school. There for, we don't constantly need to recap our weekENDS, throughout the five DAYS of the week leading up to the next (most annoying) weekend yet. So, people, leave your weekend memories where they belong. And if it's that big of an insecurity, never fear--five more days and you can do crazy, body-deteriorating stunts and make YET ANOTHER weekend story in no time. Then you can tell everyone how you and so-and-so are new best friends, and boost your personal confidence and "social status" or whatever weird personal reasons make you feel it necessary to constantly babble about practically n o t h i n g.
And that wasn't supposed to sound bitchy, or to be about anyone in particular...the whole "you" thing just kind of came out? And I like it, so it's staying. just an FYI :)
I'm in a wonderful mood, the gym does wonders :)
I found my new pet peeve: when people act like GOD is practically writing through them, and they are flawless...but yet pretend to be humble (even though their cockyness is completely taking over)...and they CANNOT SPELL. ahh enough, I can't even talk about it, eww.
hip hip, hooray for the coronary system test...that I'm on my way to failing.
I think this could be described as perfectly, confidently, s a t i s f i e d.
speaking of highschool and it's drama though...
let me just say one thing, weekends are just that...weekENDS. They are not the week DAYS, they are not happening while we are at school. There for, we don't constantly need to recap our weekENDS, throughout the five DAYS of the week leading up to the next (most annoying) weekend yet. So, people, leave your weekend memories where they belong. And if it's that big of an insecurity, never fear--five more days and you can do crazy, body-deteriorating stunts and make YET ANOTHER weekend story in no time. Then you can tell everyone how you and so-and-so are new best friends, and boost your personal confidence and "social status" or whatever weird personal reasons make you feel it necessary to constantly babble about practically n o t h i n g.
And that wasn't supposed to sound bitchy, or to be about anyone in particular...the whole "you" thing just kind of came out? And I like it, so it's staying. just an FYI :)
I'm in a wonderful mood, the gym does wonders :)
I found my new pet peeve: when people act like GOD is practically writing through them, and they are flawless...but yet pretend to be humble (even though their cockyness is completely taking over)...and they CANNOT SPELL. ahh enough, I can't even talk about it, eww.
hip hip, hooray for the coronary system test...that I'm on my way to failing.