Apr 18, 2005 15:29
This morning when i woke up i was feeling really depressive because last night i had a dream. In the dream, i had called over at ians house and someone picked up and was like stop asking for ian..stop calling here..he doesn't want to talk to you. He doesn't want you ne more. Well in my dream and in reality this really tore me up. Then in my dream outta nowhere ian came up behind me and started kissing my neck and telling me he was so sorry and he hadn't meant anything that he had said. Then we ended up getting back together in the dream. It was really weird because it was like one of those real life type dreams. Usually my dreams are random and total chaos and make no sense. But this was so clear and vivid. Well the entire bus ride i was really sad and on the verge of tears. When i got to school I was so upset i just broke down adn started crying. I couldnt concentrate on ne thing and for awhile i was sitting alone at my locker.
Well then my frends started noticing that i was upset and came over and cheered me up. I'd just like to thank each and every one of my friends for being there for me. You guys mean the world to me and i love you all so sooo much. To my family, you guys are really awesome for being there for me. I appreciate all of your advice and support. I really hope that im there for you guys when you have something. I just want all of you to know that i WILL be because you guys are like my family. I love each and every one of you.
Now..on to the awesome music video we got to watch today in 1st period. LOL. It was about the freaken cats test and it had some dance team in the background dancing and this dude named j rock was rapping and was like NOOOOO STRESSSS NOOOO STRESS..and then they were doing weird dance moves LMAO. That was the highlight of my day. I think what was even more funnier was when people added stuff like...i wonder what HE scored on the cats test..and then someone said..you know your career sucks when you're doing cats test advertising. Man oh man. I'm gonna miss high school next year.