I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me.
Today was a great day. A wonderful day. Granted it was long but it was still wonderful.
I got to work my wonderful 12-8 shift at work and yea it was long and kind of busy but it was worth it. I still am not sure how I feel about working with Jessie and Kristin. I feel like they never talk to me but by the time they get there and everything I'm so tired and just sick of taking tables that I really don't talk to them too much. And I just get annoyed that I keep getting sat when I just want to get cut and go home. Blah. I hate that shift but I love it still the same. Of course I made great money and everything so I mean it isn't bad but it's jsut long and irritating. I guess I just expected to get cut early because we weren't that busy but I ended up leaving still at 8, no sooner. Oh well, I should just stop expecting to get cut early and when I do I just get pissed and grumpy and in a bad mood. oh well though no big deal, I had no reason to be grumpy because I was going out on a date last night.
After I got off work I came home and Shannon and Michael were sitting on the couch and I jumped in the shower to get ready to go grab some coffee with Andy. So I busted out the flip flops since it was nice outside and a cute jean skirt and a cute top that I just recently bought. Made my hair look all cute and gave him a call to come get me when I was ready. He picked me up a little after 9 and we went to Starbucks to get some coffee and sit and talk and get to know each other. It was a lot of fun and I don't think there was one single weird moment the entire time we were talking. Then when they were getting to close we both decided that we didn't want to end the date so we were trying to think of somewhere that we could just go for a walk at because it was still so nice outside. So we decided what the hell lets take a walk around campus.
We parked his car down by Kent Hall and walked towards the Memorial and what not and then down by Tri and I played in the sand on the volleyball court and Andy was again laughing at me. It seemed like he was laughing at me a lot last night but in the playful kind of way. After I got done playing in the sand I didn't want to put my flip flops back on because my feet were really sandy, so I looked for a puddle of water to wash them off. After that we somehow made it over to the track and jumped the fence and walked around the track for a little bit talking even more. I thought it would be fun to grab the worm that was on the track and chase him with it just to be stupid and 5. But he got it first and I went sprinting down the track and laughing but he ended up dropping it and like wrapped his arms around me when he caught me. It was fun. Then we continued to walk around the track and talk.
We left the track area and ended up sitting on the foutain by the student center and just talked for hours. It was amazing. He made me smile the entire time. He made me laugh. I was just me around him. I honestly feel like this was the best date ever in the entire world. I had so much fun doing absolutely nothing. Nothing at all. I had a blast. He is cute. nice. funny. sweet. everything. He's wonderful.
It was kind of funny because he said he read through my LJ's and looked at my myspace profile and stuff like that but he also told me which was surprising to me that "in order to start something new I need to get over what I had before". I was like wow, youre willing to wait and just hang out with me until I am over the old blah blah blah and he basically reassured me that all was good. So we agreed that we were just going to take things as they come. Who know's what will happen. We shall see.
I like him. He is nice to me. He makes me take a look at the issues that I have with myself. He is a good person. He is an established guy. He is just so cool. I like him. I am pretty sure he likes me too. So we will see where it all goes from here on out. Looking foreward to it. Kind of scary but it's cool. I think I am going to enjoy every step of the way too. As long as we keep having dates like we did, I am sure things will be a lot of fun and exciting.
Ciao
I got to work my wonderful 12-8 shift at work and yea it was long and kind of busy but it was worth it. I still am not sure how I feel about working with Jessie and Kristin. I feel like they never talk to me but by the time they get there and everything I'm so tired and just sick of taking tables that I really don't talk to them too much. And I just get annoyed that I keep getting sat when I just want to get cut and go home. Blah. I hate that shift but I love it still the same. Of course I made great money and everything so I mean it isn't bad but it's jsut long and irritating. I guess I just expected to get cut early because we weren't that busy but I ended up leaving still at 8, no sooner. Oh well, I should just stop expecting to get cut early and when I do I just get pissed and grumpy and in a bad mood. oh well though no big deal, I had no reason to be grumpy because I was going out on a date last night.
After I got off work I came home and Shannon and Michael were sitting on the couch and I jumped in the shower to get ready to go grab some coffee with Andy. So I busted out the flip flops since it was nice outside and a cute jean skirt and a cute top that I just recently bought. Made my hair look all cute and gave him a call to come get me when I was ready. He picked me up a little after 9 and we went to Starbucks to get some coffee and sit and talk and get to know each other. It was a lot of fun and I don't think there was one single weird moment the entire time we were talking. Then when they were getting to close we both decided that we didn't want to end the date so we were trying to think of somewhere that we could just go for a walk at because it was still so nice outside. So we decided what the hell lets take a walk around campus.
We parked his car down by Kent Hall and walked towards the Memorial and what not and then down by Tri and I played in the sand on the volleyball court and Andy was again laughing at me. It seemed like he was laughing at me a lot last night but in the playful kind of way. After I got done playing in the sand I didn't want to put my flip flops back on because my feet were really sandy, so I looked for a puddle of water to wash them off. After that we somehow made it over to the track and jumped the fence and walked around the track for a little bit talking even more. I thought it would be fun to grab the worm that was on the track and chase him with it just to be stupid and 5. But he got it first and I went sprinting down the track and laughing but he ended up dropping it and like wrapped his arms around me when he caught me. It was fun. Then we continued to walk around the track and talk.
We left the track area and ended up sitting on the foutain by the student center and just talked for hours. It was amazing. He made me smile the entire time. He made me laugh. I was just me around him. I honestly feel like this was the best date ever in the entire world. I had so much fun doing absolutely nothing. Nothing at all. I had a blast. He is cute. nice. funny. sweet. everything. He's wonderful.
It was kind of funny because he said he read through my LJ's and looked at my myspace profile and stuff like that but he also told me which was surprising to me that "in order to start something new I need to get over what I had before". I was like wow, youre willing to wait and just hang out with me until I am over the old blah blah blah and he basically reassured me that all was good. So we agreed that we were just going to take things as they come. Who know's what will happen. We shall see.
I like him. He is nice to me. He makes me take a look at the issues that I have with myself. He is a good person. He is an established guy. He is just so cool. I like him. I am pretty sure he likes me too. So we will see where it all goes from here on out. Looking foreward to it. Kind of scary but it's cool. I think I am going to enjoy every step of the way too. As long as we keep having dates like we did, I am sure things will be a lot of fun and exciting.
Ciao