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Hey ...updation going on...ummm eyah today I woke up delirious and tripping over everything and an hour late so my mom had to drive me to school and I mssed my first block class ( math) hahaha dont care about that, but I do care about falling on my freakin face trying to get out of the bed in a delirous stae...that really hurt. But yeah my teachers didnt feel like doing anythig snd nither did the students so yeah..it was not productive. But hey...watta ya gonna do.
And today I really miss bob alot...like alot alot...its weird cuz its my first school night without calling him in 5 months...I miss him...real bad...I miss his voice...im way to hard in myself... I keep expecting my self to get over it soon but I know i cant..it wouldnt be healthy...ive got to give myslef time, and thats exactly what im doing. Its a process...and i need to let my self go through it. I said it once and ill say it again i know its for the best...but...my heart still wants him sooooo bad and is still in love with him ...iv gradually bult up alot of love for that boy...its gonna take a while for it too wear off.
god damn its late for me to not have anything done hahaha i have to go and do work now
farewell
plant a tree
love veronica c.
And today I really miss bob alot...like alot alot...its weird cuz its my first school night without calling him in 5 months...I miss him...real bad...I miss his voice...im way to hard in myself... I keep expecting my self to get over it soon but I know i cant..it wouldnt be healthy...ive got to give myslef time, and thats exactly what im doing. Its a process...and i need to let my self go through it. I said it once and ill say it again i know its for the best...but...my heart still wants him sooooo bad and is still in love with him ...iv gradually bult up alot of love for that boy...its gonna take a while for it too wear off.
god damn its late for me to not have anything done hahaha i have to go and do work now
farewell
plant a tree
love veronica c.