Feb 10, 2007 19:33
I deleted my myspace for the least amount of time possible. I can't even fathom why that feeling of need to get rid of it overcame me. I don't know what is going on. Lately I have been getting really frustrated about this and that. My job is falling apart because I am not selling enough and I cannot keep a good temper lately. Things are just going wrong in the masses right now. Seems insane since there is no reason for it. I got accepted to Howard Communist and have enough money for my car which I'll be purchasing in August. I get my license in May, and My birthday is in September and then I'm free. It's just rolling in towards a gradual growth. It just needs to roll a little faster.
To relate back to the job issues, they don't think I'm selling enough and obviously I don't either otherwise I wouldn't be writing about it. I told them I can't do it not to put myself down or throw away my knowledge of Hallmark Product but it's true. I mean honestly, would you want to hear me tell you about how "cute" and "nice" the hugabunch are? A needy bear an aggressive hippo and an ugly frisky cat? I don't see the drive. Clearly they don't either.
I decided that if I get an interview and eventually if it comes to it get hired at the Hallmark in Columbia Mall then I will be quitting. But who knows what is going to happen. I just know that Everyone who used to be on my side at Dorsey is on the flip side and are distancing themselves from me and my persepctive. I guess we'll see what plays out.
Chris? Crystal? Haven't seen you guys in a while. If you'd like to do something let me know.