never a dull moment...
so i havent weighed myself in like a day or two (thats a long time for me since i usually do it about 3-5 times a day normally) and i was like well ive been good lately and i should be like at a decent (not great) but an ok weight... and i was shocked - i wanted to throw up i was so disgusted at myself... i know im bloated right now since the crimson tide is approaching, but i am still pist...
i hate myself - i can never do anything right....
and im pist off at the place i go riding once a week b/c they are giving me hell about my deposit for the camp i never attended - they said its non-refundable and i was like WHAT ! i didnt know that - i wasnt told that - and so im calling them tomorrow to bitch and be like youre gonna lose me as a customer if you dont fix this - its not like im asking for my money back (i said i would take lessons as the compensation) but they are like its policy.. blah blah... well i didnt sign anything saying that i agreed to this -- so guess who is gonna be bitchin tomorrow??
but i dont want to stop going there since i like my instructor and the stables are really nice... it sucks - nothing ever works out for me....
i hate myself - i can never do anything right....
and im pist off at the place i go riding once a week b/c they are giving me hell about my deposit for the camp i never attended - they said its non-refundable and i was like WHAT ! i didnt know that - i wasnt told that - and so im calling them tomorrow to bitch and be like youre gonna lose me as a customer if you dont fix this - its not like im asking for my money back (i said i would take lessons as the compensation) but they are like its policy.. blah blah... well i didnt sign anything saying that i agreed to this -- so guess who is gonna be bitchin tomorrow??
but i dont want to stop going there since i like my instructor and the stables are really nice... it sucks - nothing ever works out for me....