feelings....

[nickdeth]

i dont know whats going on with my feelings i just feel like i'm so far away from even my fiance i hate this feeling. i hate not knowing if i'm the only one of the two of us that is feeling like this.whenever i ask her if anythign is wrong she says nothings wrong. how can i tell whats wrong without being told. I can't it's that simple. I just want her to be happy and it feels like i'm making myself distant from her and i dont want to have that happen. what can i do to prevent any further distanting? I really don't know. I wonder if anyone care's. Huh maybe it's just me or maybe we just need some time to ourself's. Or could it be worse? seperational trial period? Or just breaking up? i dont like any of them except staying together but it's not about what i like its about how i feel and how she feels. i dont think she'll she this or if she'll even comment anymore but i geuss it doesnt matter. whats the sense in feeling like a big peice of shit. Is it that i long for someone too jsut tell me i'm not that they love me? have i really hit that all time step in my life? could it just be that i'm so freakin stupid i can't tell the truth from a gullible lie? I am gullible maybe not too much but i am thats a weakness of mine and yes i can freely admit it but i swear if anyone take's advantage of it they wotn be around long....beside's whats it matter right now.

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