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So yeah... I took that mood analysis thingy again... it's freaky... it's so true and it's scary...
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfillment.
You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.
At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realize all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervor.
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I'm such a stupid idiot! last night I started hyperventilating on the way back from Sky High with Monica, Peter, Jake, and Nick S. Jake drove so it wasn't like I was driving when it happened... it's not really like it's anything new for me, it happens every night before I go to bed just about... sometimes worse than others... but I just let myself think about everything... even if it's not my problem... but last night I just had so much on my mind... and it just made me start to breathe hard, and yeah... it sucks... I hope you guys don't think I was faking it, it's just that it's nothing new to me that I took it so lightly... I'm sorry... I'm sorry I ruined your night, I really am... But the movie is actually what made me able to recover so easily... because by laughing, I was able to take some of the stress and such out... but yeah... I'm really sorry again. I need to go to movies more often cuz I actually had a great time with you guys even though I didn't really show it. Thanks guys! YOU ROCK!
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Also, about the 3 questions one, I will answer all of your questions soon! Les Quiero ~Nick
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfillment.
You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.
At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realize all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervor.
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I'm such a stupid idiot! last night I started hyperventilating on the way back from Sky High with Monica, Peter, Jake, and Nick S. Jake drove so it wasn't like I was driving when it happened... it's not really like it's anything new for me, it happens every night before I go to bed just about... sometimes worse than others... but I just let myself think about everything... even if it's not my problem... but last night I just had so much on my mind... and it just made me start to breathe hard, and yeah... it sucks... I hope you guys don't think I was faking it, it's just that it's nothing new to me that I took it so lightly... I'm sorry... I'm sorry I ruined your night, I really am... But the movie is actually what made me able to recover so easily... because by laughing, I was able to take some of the stress and such out... but yeah... I'm really sorry again. I need to go to movies more often cuz I actually had a great time with you guys even though I didn't really show it. Thanks guys! YOU ROCK!
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Also, about the 3 questions one, I will answer all of your questions soon! Les Quiero ~Nick