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Oh man, what a long day. Whoever said the phrase "if it doesn't kill you, it makes you stronger", is the biggest fucking retard ever. What doesn't kill you slowly grinds you down until your in such a rut that you can't even think straight. If I sound pissed off and annoyed, that's because I am. Today, I spent 10 hours just sitting in front of a computer. I didn't even manage one real meal today. My lunch was a granola bar and chocolate milk which I ate in front of the computer, that's something, huh. What's worse is that I'm creating a new creature in a 3D program that I've used about 2 times. So every 5 mins I'd run into a problem and I had no idea how to fix it. Screw Maya, I have never been so frusterated in my life!
Alright, my rant's over now. This Developer's Conference coming up is gonna kill me. I've been in crunch mode for the past 4 weeks trying to get to get everything done for my portfolio so that I can take it with me. I've been trying to hang out with my friends for a little bit everyday, but even that's becoming hard to do. Today was the worst. I got up at 9 in the morning, worked on some modeling at the apt till about 11, got a shower, headed to school at noon, and it's 10 pm now, and I'm just now getting home. But no, that's not the end of it. I have some modeling that I have to work on tonight, which means I'm gonna be up till around 3 or 4 in the morning. What's worse is, it's only going to get more hectic as GDC approaches. It's 14 days away, just 14, and I have so much work to get done.
I just hope my stuff is good enough to impress other developers especially Sony since I'm hoping to do an internship with them in May. Speaking of which, I haven't been able to get ahold of anyone from Sony for the past week and a half now, kinda making me nervous. From what David(the Director of the team)said, everyone's on vacation right now since they just finished production on their latest game. I think it's just me getting more and more nervous as the intership comes closer. I want to get everything worked out and done so that I know for sure.
Oh and guess what, because UAT felt so bad for cancelling my Motion Capture class, they decided that they would let us tranfer into another class of our choosing, PLUS refund us the money for 3 credit hours which comes out to $1,185. It's free money! I already took out my loan amounts for the year, so it's just money on top of that. I'm kinda wondering what I want to spend it on. Hmmmm...any ideas? Let me know, later ya'll
Alright, my rant's over now. This Developer's Conference coming up is gonna kill me. I've been in crunch mode for the past 4 weeks trying to get to get everything done for my portfolio so that I can take it with me. I've been trying to hang out with my friends for a little bit everyday, but even that's becoming hard to do. Today was the worst. I got up at 9 in the morning, worked on some modeling at the apt till about 11, got a shower, headed to school at noon, and it's 10 pm now, and I'm just now getting home. But no, that's not the end of it. I have some modeling that I have to work on tonight, which means I'm gonna be up till around 3 or 4 in the morning. What's worse is, it's only going to get more hectic as GDC approaches. It's 14 days away, just 14, and I have so much work to get done.
I just hope my stuff is good enough to impress other developers especially Sony since I'm hoping to do an internship with them in May. Speaking of which, I haven't been able to get ahold of anyone from Sony for the past week and a half now, kinda making me nervous. From what David(the Director of the team)said, everyone's on vacation right now since they just finished production on their latest game. I think it's just me getting more and more nervous as the intership comes closer. I want to get everything worked out and done so that I know for sure.
Oh and guess what, because UAT felt so bad for cancelling my Motion Capture class, they decided that they would let us tranfer into another class of our choosing, PLUS refund us the money for 3 credit hours which comes out to $1,185. It's free money! I already took out my loan amounts for the year, so it's just money on top of that. I'm kinda wondering what I want to spend it on. Hmmmm...any ideas? Let me know, later ya'll