Weird
So today's been weird. Not in any way I can put my finger on, just... weird. I suppose it's down to me feeling a bit at a loose end. It's the second week of my holiday, during which time low funds means I'm not actually doing much of anything. Which is fine most of the time, I'm quite happy catching up with my sleep, my reading and my DVD-watching (and my web stuff, evidently.)
This lunchtime I had to pop over to my Mum's to drop some stuff off. I used it as an excuse to get some exercise and had a nice walk over Blackheath on the way, all fine, happy enough. Left Mum's at 2-ish (could have stayed longer but it looked like rain.) Got back here, watched a DVD, came online and just completely... sank. Not depressed as such, just absolutely at a loss what to do with myself for about an hour. I got out of it fine, I'm OK now but even so, like I say: Weird.
Paradoxically I'm quite pleased about it. Sometimes you get to the end of some time off and you're, if not ecstatic about going back to the office, at least ready for it. So far I've not felt remotely ready to go back but today's little funny spell seems like a sign that I'll be OK to get some structure back into my life next Monday.
This lunchtime I had to pop over to my Mum's to drop some stuff off. I used it as an excuse to get some exercise and had a nice walk over Blackheath on the way, all fine, happy enough. Left Mum's at 2-ish (could have stayed longer but it looked like rain.) Got back here, watched a DVD, came online and just completely... sank. Not depressed as such, just absolutely at a loss what to do with myself for about an hour. I got out of it fine, I'm OK now but even so, like I say: Weird.
Paradoxically I'm quite pleased about it. Sometimes you get to the end of some time off and you're, if not ecstatic about going back to the office, at least ready for it. So far I've not felt remotely ready to go back but today's little funny spell seems like a sign that I'll be OK to get some structure back into my life next Monday.