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i am so in love with this song.true kh style.
i feel so fucking vile. i know some of its my own fault but its scaring me :( i cant even get up without almost passing out and keep getting sick every few minutes, and i keep freezing or burning up and jumping and seeing things. it wasnt this bad last time, i think its my head being cut, but there's no way im going to the hospital, i need to be here and fine for when my mums back. i just want it all to go away :(
i hate myself for everything but i hate kate even more. i hate her with every single thing inside of me. i hate her face, that stupid grin she has, that laugh and that fucking crazy eyed manic state she gets into when she thinks its all normal and hilarious and just fun
i just want to be free of her :( why is it so hard? why does it have to get harder when its meant to be easy by now? im over her, why cant she just fuck off? i cant deal with her anymore :( i really cannot
this isnt normal or good fun or anything, shes ruining, literally ruining my life :( why is this fair?
she wins.i'm over. just let me go now
i feel so fucking vile. i know some of its my own fault but its scaring me :( i cant even get up without almost passing out and keep getting sick every few minutes, and i keep freezing or burning up and jumping and seeing things. it wasnt this bad last time, i think its my head being cut, but there's no way im going to the hospital, i need to be here and fine for when my mums back. i just want it all to go away :(
i hate myself for everything but i hate kate even more. i hate her with every single thing inside of me. i hate her face, that stupid grin she has, that laugh and that fucking crazy eyed manic state she gets into when she thinks its all normal and hilarious and just fun
i just want to be free of her :( why is it so hard? why does it have to get harder when its meant to be easy by now? im over her, why cant she just fuck off? i cant deal with her anymore :( i really cannot
this isnt normal or good fun or anything, shes ruining, literally ruining my life :( why is this fair?
she wins.i'm over. just let me go now
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