Mrrrffff
I'm not sure WHY I've been struggling more with mania and mixed episodes, but I certainly am struggling.
I took an atypical antipsychotic for the first time in well over a year last night and I'm remembering why they are kind of the worst.
On one hand, my brain is slower and less obsessive. There's not as much of a feeling of people being out to get me. On the other hand, life feels quite difficult; there's a stronger sense of despair.
Can I just, like, focus one ONE health problem at a time? Jeesh. COME ON, LIFE.