Long time
So, it's been quite a long time since I've updated and a lot has changed. First of all, I'm posting this from my new computer (Dell laptop... woot), and it's amazing. Even though I'm going to be facing some financial struggles in the immediate future, I think that I can do this on my own. That makes me really happy. Things between Sarah and me are almost back to normal. The only thing that really still bothers me is trust. How long does it take trust to be built back up? I know I shattered it, but... I don't know. I guess nothing really makes too much of an impact on me to not allow myself to trust the person I love.
I don't mean this as an attack... I'm just writing what's on my mind. I want things to go back to normal so badly that it hurts. I don't know if they ever will, and that is the most depressing thought I think I've ever had.
Let me end this post with a quote, or rather, a song lyric: "Love will find a way"
It has to.
I don't mean this as an attack... I'm just writing what's on my mind. I want things to go back to normal so badly that it hurts. I don't know if they ever will, and that is the most depressing thought I think I've ever had.
Let me end this post with a quote, or rather, a song lyric: "Love will find a way"
It has to.