trauma trauma
good morning
yes its a little bit before seven
and my mom is going to bruggers bagels
best bagel shop in thee world
so yes
last night was traumatic.
so basically
this is what went down
"I love you." He said.
"Really? I was going to say the same thing.
I love you too." She said looking lovingly into
his eyes.
"Now to have a healthy relationship," he started
"that means that we must start having sex, or something along
the lines of it."
"...What?" She said, there wasn't even an emotion
in her voice; even if there was, she knew he would'nt find it.
"Nicole, you're beautiful and you're everything I want in a girlfriend."
"A girlfriend or a fuck buddy?"
yeah well. i stood up for what i believe.
im not having sex yet.
i am too young and not ready for it.
nor do i want the stress and bullshit.
anyway. that door seems pretty much closed.
maybe when i was running to get out i left a sock
and it got stuck between the door and the door frame
and thats all thats open still.
i wouldn't know i didnt look back.
anyway. skool is today
WONDERFUL :]
another day to sit by myself listening to my ipod
and doing all the homework i have so i still look busy
and so no one will approach me asking, "How come you sit all by yourself?"
my answer: because i had no friends.
yes had, even if we were friends
they had left
and so did i.
well anways, i have to put my eyeliner on
mom just left so i have to be ready by the time she gets here.
-nicci
yes its a little bit before seven
and my mom is going to bruggers bagels
best bagel shop in thee world
so yes
last night was traumatic.
so basically
this is what went down
"I love you." He said.
"Really? I was going to say the same thing.
I love you too." She said looking lovingly into
his eyes.
"Now to have a healthy relationship," he started
"that means that we must start having sex, or something along
the lines of it."
"...What?" She said, there wasn't even an emotion
in her voice; even if there was, she knew he would'nt find it.
"Nicole, you're beautiful and you're everything I want in a girlfriend."
"A girlfriend or a fuck buddy?"
yeah well. i stood up for what i believe.
im not having sex yet.
i am too young and not ready for it.
nor do i want the stress and bullshit.
anyway. that door seems pretty much closed.
maybe when i was running to get out i left a sock
and it got stuck between the door and the door frame
and thats all thats open still.
i wouldn't know i didnt look back.
anyway. skool is today
WONDERFUL :]
another day to sit by myself listening to my ipod
and doing all the homework i have so i still look busy
and so no one will approach me asking, "How come you sit all by yourself?"
my answer: because i had no friends.
yes had, even if we were friends
they had left
and so did i.
well anways, i have to put my eyeliner on
mom just left so i have to be ready by the time she gets here.
-nicci