*&@^$@)&)(&!&($&)@!!!!!!
God is my witness I swear the next girl I out with turns fucking weird I may just start killing women to make me feel better. It like some kind of sick joke or something, everytime meet a new one there ends up being something fucking wrong. Example the most recent, go out with tells me how great I am and then week later complete 180 for no good damn reason at all. I had better luck when I was just sleeping with random women for a couple of months, at least at that point I was fucking them at least. I decide later " no this isn't for me I want to focus on my career and find a girl I can have a relationship", let me tell you guys this "FUCK RELATIONSHIPS". All you do is waste time, effort, and emotion on women who are just to fucked up for words. I felt like I have been bottling that up for about 6 months and needed to get that off my chest. The only thing this journal is good for anyways.